"POKER HEARTED" ✿A Jikook & Vhope Angst✿✔️

-:65. Jimin's Agony Begins!:-

(A/N:- Hello, Everyone! I am gonna rant & sound a little rude now!

So actually, I love all your comments of which some are angry at the characters, some are comedy as hell which makes me laugh my ass off & also some amazing theories you all make guessing what happens next, I enjoy all that! But...

But, I hate just two comments that say "UPDATE PLS" & "UPDATE QUICKLY" these two I hate seeing them, I hate seeing them so much that I even made a schedule to update on every Tuesday, Thursday & Sunday & even I mentioned the time 12 AM kst so that you guys won't wait & I hoped not to see those two comments!

Even after that I saw these comments but ignored them! My unnie & some of my donsaengs say every time that I am too sweet for my own good & that's totally true! I actually never get angry & I am so calm but I have my limits too! Yes, I am sweet & all but I can change into a completely opposite person when it goes beyond the limit of my patience! I can be a bipolar bitch too!

And it reached beyond my limits & I lost it the previous day when I saw the same comment when I did a triple update! I mean seriously!! I did a triple update as promised even when I am sick as hell with 6000 fucking words! You can read the chap in 5min or so but to write that shit & edit it out so that there won't be any mistakes it takes hours & will strain our brains.

I mean how can you ask update pls & quickly when I fucking do 3 updates a week & some times double update too! I mean I am not a fucking robot who sits and types for the whole day! I have my life too, I have to study, write assignments & shits! Is there any author here who does updates regularly & more than me let me know if any, cause I'll ask that author how is that person managing her schedule!!

This above rant is not to hurt those but to show that I am hurting! I mean I am trying my best, it's not that I am getting paid here for writing this story, I love to write so I am doing this, I forgot all my stress when I see your comments here & I feel happy but in that when I see those two comments it makes my blood boil & sometimes I feel insecure, that am I not good? Please understand this!

Hope those who write those shitty comments to update quickly & all know that I hate them & please never do such comments or my brain will explode & I may end up doing a character death in the story!! Hope you all understood my concern if not pleaseeeee try to understand🙏)

Sorry but not sorry for my rant as I want you all to know how I am feeling!! Sigh! You can continue to the chap hope you all enjoy!!

Author's P.O.V:-

Jungkook lifts his hands to hug back...,

Jimin is sobbing in Jungkook's chest wetting Jungkook's chest, Jungkook's eyes soften for a second seeing the broken Jimin & Jungkook lift's his hands to embrace the crying younger tightly & comfort him but he stops his hands in the midway snapping from the thought of comforting Jimin.

Jungkook pushes away the younger harshly & that's when Jimin realizes the reality, Jimin realizes that the Jungkook who is in front of him doesn't love him but hates him & despises him for leaving him.

Jimin wipes his tears & looks away gulping his pain but gets shocked to see clouds from the window & it hits him that he is not in that farmhouse where Jungkook dragged him to abuse him & that's when Jimin remembers all the humiliation Jungkook done to him, Jungkook forced himself upon him that thought isn't sitting well in Jimin's mind.

Jimin looks at Jungkook with his glossy eyes & remembers all the degrading words Jungkook used on him, he couldn't believe that Jungkook changed so much that he used that insulting words on him & abused him physically.