Alone

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Ashley's pov
Today was my first day at school without Jace or Jamie. I was absolutely dreading it. I know I have other general friends, but it's not the same. I got ready slowly because I knew that there was no one waiting for me outside. I didn't bother dressing nice. I just threw on a teal sweatshirt that said "2 cool" and some black leggings. I put on some white converse and pulled my hair into a loose sideways ponytail. I grabbed my backpack and started walking to school. Alone. When I got there, no one even looked at me. Basically it went back to the way it was before I found friends. Classes dragged by with no one there to distract me. I pretty much didn't talk all morning. Then in English I saw a boy who must be new. He was kind of cute, but not like I had a crush on him cute. I walked up to him. "Hi I'm Ashley." He smiled at me and said. "Sup, I'm Jake." We started talking and he seemed pretty cool. But I could totally tell he was checking me out. We went outside at lunch and I thought about when Jace told me about the audition. I think I let the sadness show on my face and jake saw. "Hey are you okay?" He asked. "Oh! Yeah I'm fine. I was just thinking." I quickly said. "Well I've thinking too. I wanted to ask you on a date. So would you like to go on a date with me Ashley?" Oh great! Just when I thought I had made a new friend he just had to pull the dating card! Now I have to let him down easy and everything will be awkward between us! "Uh... Jake I'm sorry, but I already have a boyfriend. He kinda had to move away for a while but we're still dating and he'll be back!" I don't know why I over explained that. Was it because I didn't believe that myself? Jake looked at me and said. "I don't mean to sound jealous, but you do know a lot of long distance relationships don't work out. Don't you?" That wasn't true. "Yeah, but he's coming back! And trust me, if it doesn't work out, you'll be the first person I'd want to go out with." I didn't want to make him sound like my second choice, but how else was I supposed to put it? "It's cool. I'm alright with being friends." He meant that. It wasn't awkward after that at all. After school I went home and did my homework for an hour. After I finished, I decided to text Jace
A hey jacey
J sorry beautiful I can't talk I'm on set
A oh it's okay talk to you later
J love you
A love you more
I decided to text Jamie.
A heeeyyyy
Ja can't talk I'm in class
A but its 4:00
Ja our school is from 10:00-5:00
Ja teachers coming gtg
A oh okay bye
Well that was a bust. It seems I'm the only one without a life now. I turn on the TV and watch supernatural. I start scrolling through my pics on my phone and see a bunch of me and Jace, and me and Jamie, and all three of us. How am I supposed to survive for a month without them? A week went by and I barley had a conversation with either of them. Either their always busy or I'm always busy. I started hanging out with jake more and I think I may have found a fourth member of the group! As soon as the group is back in the same town! What really keeps bothering me was that I felt just a little bit tempted to say yes to jake. Maybe I just missed being in a relationship with someone I could see every day? When Jace gets back I hope he isn't jealous of jake. I don't think he will be though because Jace isn't like that. Who knows? Maybe jake and Jamie could date? I think she'd like him. I sent her a pic of him and she said. "Well if your not taking him I will!" I just can't wait for everyone to be together again! The next day I saw a bunch of adults walking into the school. Then I saw them hang a poster on the door. "Talent scouts! 2015! Audition now to see if your the next TV talent!" I decided to audition. If Jace could make his own show and Jamie could go to boarding school then I be an actress too. I went to the audition. I'd never acted in my life before, but I floored them! They decided almost immediately that they wanted me to be the star on some new show they had in production! And it would shoot right here! I didn't have to move! Everyone was really happy for me, and the first episode was supposed to air in two months. This was going to be awesome! But besides Jake, I wouldn't have anyone to share it with in person.

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