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(A/N Hey! I told you I would post today! (that is if I posted this today which I hope I did... let's find out))


The rest of the week was pretty chill, aside from Rebecca and Callie who still hate my guts. On Wednesday Brandon and I met up with Erin, Alex, and Terra. We got to know each other better and became really great friends really quickly. Terra is does online school, so we won't really get to see her around much, but Alex is a freshman at our school so we can sometimes hang if the time is right. I don't want to pick favorites of my friends... but e and Terra just vibe on a whole new level. We got along so well, that we planned a day for just the two of us to hang out and chat. Oh, and did I mention that she's beautiful? Like absolutely drop dead gorgeous! Her pitch black curly hair that's always in a new amazing style each day, her deep hazel eyes that complement her rich dark skin, her outstanding makeup skills (which she doesn't need anyways cause of how naturally beautiful she is) her fashion sense which, dare I say, is even better than mine, her fun loving out going personality that contradicts Erin's dark persona, she's amazing on a whole different level. If were straight, I'd definitely try and steal her from Erin, I'm honestly not even sure how Erin of all people ended up with her. God I love her so much.

On the other had, I think Brandon really took a liking to Alex. Alex is a little over an inch taller than me and about the same weight. He has dark silky hair that's full of volume. He wears it loose and messy (it looks really fluffy. I want to ask him if I can touch it... but I think that'd be weird.) He wears glasses with thick navy blue frames and his face is covered in freckles and a constant pink tinge. He's kinda quiet and keeps to himself most of the time, but he seems to really open up to Brandon. The entire time we were hanging out, he would stay close by Brandon or Erin. His parents don't know that he's trans yet, nor do they now that Erin is a lesbian. Alex also thinks he might be aromantic, he knows he's asexual, but he thinks he also might be aromantic. (A/N wow, I'm really piling all the homo I can into this one aren't I... deal with it. (watch out, I might throw a bisexual or pansexual ooh! or maybe even a nonbinary in here too. This entire thing is going to be just one big rainbow by the time I'm done with it.))  I was surprised at how he was just so open to us about every thing he's feeling. It takes some kind of guts to be able to just spill like that, most of us can only dream of being that verbal about our emotions. Brandon really seemed to enjoy his time with Alex and Alex seemed to return those feelings. It was sweet.

You already know Erin and that she's like goth or punk or whatever, but you don't really know her personality. She makes it seem as though her life motto is "Fuck life. No one cares." but in reality, she actually almost cares too much. She's always checking to see if Alex or Terra are okay every time they even cough. (A/N corona jk... unless...) It's so cute to see such a hardcore person be so kind and gentle. She loves to dark humor and jokes of any kind really. She may seem all tough and stuff, but she's still human.

Anyway, enough about my friends, huh, friends, I like the way that sounds... moving on to ME! (cuz I'm a narcissistic bitch. xoxo. teehee. (god I hate myself)) So, it was the day. THE day. You know the one I'm talking about right? Ya'know, the one where I go on a MF DATE with Brandon? Yeah, that one. Today was THE day! Omg I'm so excited. Our second date! Second! Ok, let me stop fangirling and get the point. As I said earlier, today is Saturday so Brandon and I are going on our date. He told me where we were going this time so I know what to wear. It's gonna be pretty chill and cliche just going to the movies and out to eat, all that fun stuff. So I decided to wear some simple white converse with capris jeggings, a white sleeve-less tight fit shirt and a fish net knitted white oversized sweater. (A/N idk if you could picture what I was trying to say but idk how to download pictures on my laptop cuz i dum. so ye, sorry.)

Once I got dressed I headed down the stairs to wait in the living room. Jake was down there already looking for an apartment on his laptop since he got a job and saved up enough money to be able to move out. I'll be sad to see him go since he's the only barrier between me and Callie, but he deserves this. I sit on the couch next to him and turn my attention towards the TV that has sports (what sport? idfk nor do ifc. it's some straight people shit) playing on the TV. I watch aimlessly with no idea what's going on, until I hear the doorbell ring. !*DING DONG*!*DING DONG*!*DING DONG*! (that's wut it sounded like) I got up, smoothed my clothes, and opened the door with a big smile expecting to see Brandon but that smile disapears just as quickly as it came when I see who's at the door.

*suspenseful music*

*more suspenseful music but gay this time*

*suspenseful music ends* (let's get serious)

"W-what are y-you doing here?" I back away from the door as they step in the house

Jake turns around to see who's there, he immediately jumps up and stands in front of me when he sees the figure.

"What the fuck do you want?" Jake asks with hatred in his voice

"Oh! Come on now! That's no way to talk to your father!" 

*dun dun dun*

"I asked you a question old man. What. The fuck. Do you want." he says more as a statement then a question

Mr. Holbien's eyes dull, and they fill with evil. "What do we have here? Huh?" he steps closer "A fuckin' fairy aye? A f**got!? A DIRTY FILTHY STINKIN F**GOT!? IN MY HOUSE!?"

He shoves Jake out of the way and makes a beeline towards me. I freeze in fear. Not knowing what to do. What to think. What to feel. I thought it was over. I thought it was finally over. All those years of torture. Trauma. Fear. They come flooding back in an instant. Overwhelming me. Overtaking me. I'm doomed. I'M DOOMED!

"All these years I let you sleep in my house! Eat my food! Drink my water! Use my electricity! For what!? HUH!? ANSWER ME!! I never hurt you before, but you can bet your ass that I'm gonna hurt you now... and I'm gonna hurt you  b  a  d."

I can hear the malice in his voice, and feel it in his punch. It hits me square in the jaw, knocking me down. I feel a kick to my stomach, my head, my back, it's continuos, nonstop pain. I groan and yell until I can't anymore. My vision blurs and my hearing dies. I can hear voices yelling and feet stomping around me but I can't make out what going on. What's happening. I hear a familiar voice. It's sweet, it's soothing. It's Brandon. All of a sudden the impacts stop, but the pain doesn't. I see a figure standing over me. A hand lightly caresses my face and I hear that voice from earlier speaking to me in a sobbing voice. 

"Its okay. You're gonna be alright." I hear

I feel myself being lifted up and off the floor. 

"I love you."

Those words. Those sweet, sweet words are the last thing I hear before everything goes dark. 

"I... 

       love...

                you...

                       too..."

I manage to choke out before I'm trapped by nothingness. 

I feel nothing

I see nothing

I hear nothing

Everything is just...

nothing



                                                                                  

                                                                                         nothing




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