She can't be my mate (on Hold)

Chapter 4

Alex p.o.v

I felt happy that I finally found my mate I have been waiting for so long and im even happier that it's Elizabeth but she didn't look so happy and at that moment I realized what was about to happen she was going to regect me she was going to leave me  and Im not going to be ok

  And that moment I felt everyone's eyes on us

   "Im sorry I can't" was all she said before running leaving me stand there staring at wear she last stood one tear fell before I look at the door she left out of he sent was so strong

I can't tell you what I felt that moment all I know was my heart was gone as soon as she ran

Narrative p.o.v

Alex was so hurt and in shock she did realize that her wolf took over exposing that she was different but no one really noticed until she ran out the house and completely shifted and ran as far as she could howling at the moon for comfort she knew she wouldn't be able to get to be happy

Elizabeth p.o. v

"Im sorry I can't" is all I was able to say I saw her heart break  and I ran

It's not that I don't love her because I do but I don't want to ruin everything I just want it to stay the same  I don't know why the moon godesss did this

I can't be her mate and she can't be mine

I have to reject her I hope I don't kill her

Alex p.o. v

"Why why did she do this why" I screamed at my wolf he we were in my secret place and I was visiting him in my mind I guess you can say

(She is in deep meditation)

"I don't know im just as hurt as you are alex she just basically rejected us" he yelled back I was crying like no I was making a river and I never cry

Im just so hurt no one knows how I feel they don't know how bad this really is and they will never understand

"Im sorry Alex" mark said hugging me and I hugged him back  "im not good enough for her" I screamed in his chest "your good enough for her wolf but im not good enough for her" I was choking on air  I hugged him a little longer before going back to my body and waking up

I didn't go back the rest of that night I couldn't face her rejecting me fully

The next day

I smelled the whole pack running wild I let all the mind links in and heard them speaking

"Where could she be I know she is hurt but to stay away this long is way to much" niko said he is a guard  "im fine I will be back at the pack house soon just leave me be" I said and there sents faded away

After another hour I went home and cleaned up into tights and a oversized shirt my hair tied up my father had called me to his office he probably going to question me about my........ I mean Elizabeth I really don't want to talk but he can be a prick so I might as well go he already knows already so let's see what he wants

"Alexis have a seat" my father said and I did he looks tired and weak

"Im giving you Alpha positions early" he said and my mouth drop  "ok but why?" I question and he looked at me "im old and weak I can't do this much longer besides your going to be great and you need something to distract you" he said all I did was nod then left quitly and quickly as possible

Im supposed to be happy but im not I can't do this alone I need my..... but she doesn't want me I have noone im alone in this I don't know if I can do this

Without Elizabeth