She can't be my mate (on Hold)

Chapter 19

Warning  very and I mean very sad and also trigger warning

Elizabeth POV

I was driving while singing carelessly like before when I was younger wild and happy it felt nice to be care free like the day I came home from beta camp ohhh how I miss being best friends with Alex she was the best of the best I really wish we could go back to that the next song playedy -*;
"I broke the glass that surrounded me

(surrounded me)
I ain't thh-******u remember me
(remember me)
I was such a good girl
so fragile but i no more
I jumped the fence
to the other side
(the other side)
my whole world was electrified
(electrified)
now I'm no longer afraid
It's Independence day
(Independence day)

I'll never be that girl again
no oh oh
I'll never be that girl again
no oh oh
my innocence is wearing thin
but my heart is growing strong
so call me call me call me
Miss Movin' On" i sang as loud as i could  driving while crying why couldn't i have my baby with me she was so young i don't understand why did they have to take her she had a mate she had a life she had so much to live for why why 

i thought as a truck came up i tried to move my adrenaline kicking at full rate my heart thumbing but i didn't make it we crashed and the next thing i know i was painless and everything is gone with the blink of an eye ....

Alex pov 

i got a phone call the worst one of my life i never thought i would hear the words that my dear friend and new beta  niko said to me i never thought i would hurt this bad i never knew that i would miss her this much 

"im so sorry alex" he said to me just before i hanged up my phone that fell to the floor along with my tears as i get up a destroy everything in eye contacted all because  she's dead was that was  all i heard from the phone call Elizabeth is dead  shes gone  i will never see her again i will never hear her laugh i wont be able to help her throw the lost of her baby my  best friend is truly gone i don't know if i can handle this  no i know i cant handle this shes gone why did the goddess take her why couldn't they have let her live why is everything being taken from me my sister i don't have a mate and my best-friend is dead i cant do this i hope this is a twisted dream i really hope i wake up soon i hope all of this is just one big bad dream its just soo much i don't want to live in the world like this 

after 2 hours of destroying yelling and crying i stood up and walked to her room it smelled so much like her but not like she did at the party which is weird in her it smelled like mint and cookies i put it aside and showered then changed into some of her old clothes and layed in her bed crying while hugging her stuffed teddy bear muffin she forgot it when she left i need to start planing her funeral but first i need to tell her mom dad and brother  so i get up and start to walk over too her parents house i arrived at there door shortly and knocked tears in my eyes as her mom opened the door she let me in as i sat them all down 

"shes gone mom shes gone" i cried with them all we cried i was broke they were like family "im going to handle everything for the funeral so don't worry about anything " i said to her as i left them and they thanked me but i felt this is what i needed to do 

as i left back to the pack house tears pooled down my eyes  i felt like i was literally crying a river then i felt sparks fly throw my body as someone rapped there arms around me then the smell of mint leafs and cherry's hit me it was  intoxicating "mate" was all i said before i wrapped my arms around her and cried into her "I don't know why your crying but i promise everything is going to get better" she says calming me down "i just lost my best-friend to a careless truck driver "i whispered into her hair since she was a good two feet shorter then me and she finally looked up "im so sorry" she said and i hugged her tighter "come i said as we walk together hand in hand all the way to my cleaned office i sat her in a chair next to my big one while starting up the funeral papers i got the death certificates already on my desk from niko so all i had to do was plain it which was done already by Elizabeth when we were fifteen soo everything was done but i had to schedule it SO i did it for next week and i payed everything i cried placing the seating and the phone calls were the worst but my mate helped me throw everyone is going well everyone she new and loved so a huge funeral for a huge hearted girl who died young and that's the song i played 

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into Your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh, no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls

A/n

i know you guys hate me but im not done yet you have to get throw pain to find happyness ik at the end you guy are going to hate me so bad but i need yo to understand that not everything is happy see ya soon wolfies