She can't be my mate (on Hold)

sneak peeks

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just something for y'all to read until my writers block goes away for this story because i have know idea how to start the next chapter but i hope y'all enjoy the sneak peeks to my two new story's  ;)

Blood lust 

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"Delilah may i have a word with you please" Erick my Arranged husband to be asked me i don't really mind being married to him he wasn't a horrible man but he had some obsession issues with me hes also very possessive i do hate that about him "i will be right there" i answered back to him and he started walking off i excused myself from the conversation i was just in and walked out to were Erick was i know he hates being around so many people so to just get away from all that calms his nerves "what did you want to speak to me about Erick?" i asked looking at him as he stared up at the night sky "Isn't the night just perfect" he answered back to me i can smell the heave alcohol in his breath "Indeed but what does that have to do with what you wanted to speak about?" i questioned him but all he did was laugh "Delilah you are so very beautiful I'm so very sorry that you have to be my sacrifice" he said taking a knife from behind his back "your sac-c-crifice for what?" i asked as he walked slowly toured me with every step he took to me i took two back "to my immortality" he said and i took off running i don't want to die not like this at least i don't understand why he is doing this to me i was trying my hardest to be his perfect wife i dress as he wanted me to i listened to everything he said i made him anything he wanted and i never asked for a single thing so why am i running away from the man i was trying so hard to please "Delilah come back here i need you to be my blood sacrifice" he screamed he wasn't to far back but i had a good enough distance from him its really hard running in heels and a long Victorian dress i continue running until my heel breaks and i tumble to the floor it hurt a lot but i ignore the pain and lift myself up and ditch my shoes i continue running into the woods until i found a huge rock i go behind it breathing heavily i reach down my leg a pull up a knife my daddy always told me to carry one just in case i need it and i did i cut my dress to above my knees and continued running my feet were bleed in sure of it with how many rocks and twigs i stepped on i have dirt everywhere on me and I'm growing tired so i stopped behind a huge willow tree and sit breathing heavily i listened out for Erick i hear running feet but then they stop and i hear nothing but silence and the sound of my heart beating at an abnormal rate i felt it not only in my chest o felt the beating in my ears i felt like it was loud enough that anyone near could hear it and that scares me even more because if Erick hears I'm screwed "my dear Delilah were have you gotten to" he calls teasingly if you speak of the devil he shall appear i held the knife so tight that my knuckles turned pal and my hand was numb i heard his footsteps come closer and closer until i felt a hand grip my arm and i was pulled up "let go!!!!" i screamed but his grip tightens on my arm it hurt so bad that with out thinking i stabbed him in his side and arm but that did nothing to him because he yank the knife out off my hands and slaps me across the face making me fall to the floor "how dare you you little whore" he kicks me "Your an unworthy little bastard " he screaming making me cry silent tears i was wishing so hard that this was all a dream hoping this pain was surreal that i would wake up in are little cottage but sadly this pain was all to real to be a dream "Erick please stop please i just want to go home" i cried helplessly i hate feeling so weak but if that's what it takes to be happy the way it use to be then so be it.................................. 

Just shut up and kiss me 

begging of the end
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"Wake up you little slut" She screamed in my face as she pulled me out of bed from my hair i could barely feel it though I' to dizzy and numb to feel anything really "you were suppose to make use breakfast"she said while slapping me in the face each slap that she did was making my face red and i new it was gonna bruise but it should heal in ten minuets being that I'm a wolf and heal quick as fuck anyway"now we all have to go to school and work hungry because you over slept you ugly cunt" she yelled in my face this she happens to be my mom the luna of green wood oak pack the worst luna to live she does shit for the pack and cares little of what happens to any of the members yet there all still loyal to this bitch, she has made me the pack slave since I'm absolutely useless her and everyone else words there not mine i really don't know why they all agree with her there all little ass kissers "i didn't over sleep i passed out after Ryan beat me" i said blocking anymore hits so i could start getting ready and be able to walk to the bus she might bring out sliver because shes bitchy and hungry "i was up at four mom i was cleaning and readying to cook when Ryan came in and beat me" i answered honestly and she dropped my hair she was smiling at what my older brother Ryan did he is her favorite "you probably deserved it you dumb bitch it was your fault your father is gone your just a big fat ugly and sad excuse for a daughter" she said and walked out of the room i sat there for a moment hurt i always hate it when they bring up my dead father but then i remembered I'm hated here and i really don't know why i wasn't even around when my father died i was just born but some how i was blamed for a death i remember nothing of but apparently I'm the reason hunters were after my mom and when i was born that night they killed him but not before he killed 8 of the ten the other two never came back but that's not even half of the torture I've been though

outfit:(http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=173276345)

after a minuet of sitting there i stood up and walked to my bathroom and showered, got dressed, and fixed my hair into a beanie then walked out of the house with my bag and keys I'm still required to attend school since I'm only 17 I'm almost finished with my senior year then my life continues to be hell maybe worst then ever before because at school my beatings are reduced to nothing since violence is not an option in the building so yay i think as i watch the bus start to leave before i could make it so this is great i didn't make it to the bus in time so i had to walk to school which sucked ass but i will make it there in five minuets thanks to my wolf speed and to the fact that my school was only half a mile away from the wood i still will have time to make it to class before everyone else does and of course i was right i got all of the books that i needed for the first half of my day and headed in to English class

time skip end of the day

the day went by quick with the regular went to class got shoved to the floor in the hall trash thrown at me at lunch saw my brothers have ugly caked face bitches all over them and my ex best friend Mara laugh with her extra caked face friends while i sat alone she always makes fun of my style since she ditched me for the "popular" group honestly there all just a bunch of fake snobs that act like friends when really they all secretly hate each other but hey I'm ok with it I'm already use to being shunned by the humans and hurt by the wolfs in my pack so its nothing really i don't feel anything anymore I'm numb not full but for the most part the pain they inflicted on my doesn't hurt there words don't hurt until later when i i... remember everything and there words hurt so bad that i just need release ............

hope you all enjoyed those i hope you check them out the rest of the way when i publish them

love you wolfies see ya soo

-cat