Lost Love {Sidnaaz}✅

Part: 20 Growing Love

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"If one day, Nandita comes back then what will happen?" As I asked with a gloomy expression, he moved his eyelashes down silently and turned to leave without answering her question, but she stopped him from going by holding his hand.

"Sidharth, I won't let you go today like this." She spoke after coming in front of him. He was avoiding eye contact with her because he had no answer to her question.

"Please, look into my eyes, Sidharth, please." She clasped his face and requested him. He finally looked at her like a helpless kid. She felt like crying seeing his helplessness.

"I know, you have no answer of my question." She spoke after taking a deep breath, gazing at him.

"Because you have been loving Nandita from your birth. She is your world, you can't leave her for me. There is no doubt that you don't love me. You love me, Sidharth, I know but the truth is that you love Nandita more than me. Usko tum ab bhi mujhe jada pyaar karte ho," A tear fell down her cheek as she spoke dejectedly. It is very difficult to accept that the person whom you love, that person loves another girl more than you. For you, that person means your world but for him, another girl is his world. It was hurting her a lot to explain the truth to him but still, she was explaining him by stabbing the knife into her heart, herself.

"I am craving for your love but Nandita has right on your love. Believe me, I have no plans to snatch her right. The biggest truth is that I am craving for your love but more than that I am craving to see your happiness. I really want to see you happy. From the day I met you, not even for a single second, I could able to live in peace. My peace is in your happiness, please at least be my friend. I want to give you all the happiness of life." She confessed everything. Whatever was going in her heart from the day she met him, she just confessed.

"Why do you love the person like me so much ?" He asked incredulously, looking in her eyes. He was shocked to see the girl whom he always insulted and blamed for everything, how could that girl love him so much? He was falling in love with her more seeing her love. She understood him more than he had ever understood himself. His each and every word was vividly showing him how much she loved him.

"Sidharth, pyaar toh bsh ho jata hai, agar pyaar kisi reason se ho toh voh sacha pyaar nhi hota. (Sidharth, love just happens without any reason. If love happens because of any reason than it's not true love.)" She indirectly told him that how truly she loved him. She had no reason why she loved him but she only knew that she loved him truly. She was making him fall in love with her more and more through her words.

"I really love you." He automatically confessed and kissed her one hand after closing his eyes. She smiled, having happy tears in her eyes after listening to those three magical words because her ears were craving to hear those words. She found some kind of peace in his confession. They both got lost in each other for a few minutes by touching their faces. The water was touching their feet and the cold breeze was caressing their skin. They were getting immense peace in each other presence. That moment was very precious for both of them. They wanted to love each other till infinity, but the saddest thing was that they couldn't.

After some time, she sat on the sand holding her knees.

"Come sit." She asked him to sit with her, looking at him. He sat beside her like the way she was sitting. She smiled at him, and he was just gazing at her, having so much love in his eyes for her.

"You know when a few years back, I had lost my mother. I came here and felt her around me. I never cried, I always remembered her with a smile."

She started telling him about her childhood, about her mother, about her hobbies, about her worst incident, she was telling him everything about herself and he was completely lost in her. He was getting some kind of peace by listening to her sweet and pleasant voice and by seeing her angelic face. They didn't come to know how three hours passed away. It was getting darker, the sun was about to set and he was lost in her.