Lost Love {Sidnaaz}✅

Part: 22

Shehnaaz turned to leave but before she could, Sidharth stopped her by grasping her hand. Her heartbeat accelerated and her breath became heavy. Next moment, he pulled her toward himself holding her arms. Her back pressed against his front, making them crazier. She clutched the knot of the towel tightly, closing her eyes. He inhaled the fragrance of her wet hair, nuzzling her wet hair. He wrapped his one arm around her stomach and pulled her more closer to himself. From his other hand, he gently placed them over her one side of her shoulder. Her heart skipped beating for a moment when his lips brushed against her bareback. He was trailing kisses all over her back crazily and sucking all the water droplets from her back. They were lost in each other forgetting about everything. She forgot her promises and he forgot about Nandita. This is the power of love which makes you forget everything. Just you remember one thing which is love.

He moved his toward the knot of the towel, kissing her neck from behind. His other hand was still snaked around her stomach. She was enjoying his touch on her skin with her closed eyes, utterly enjoying his touch. His soft kisses were driving her crazy. When his hand was about to open the knot of her towel, she immediately opened her eyes, coming back to her senses. She stopped him from opening the knot of her towel by placing her hand over his before he could open it. She wanted him to love her, opening the knot but she was forced to stop him because she had promised him that she would not let him and herself to cross the limit of their friendship. It was very difficult for her to stop him but she did this for him.

But he didn't stop, he was driving her crazier while kissing the side of her neck, sucking all the water droplets which was making him crazy. He was lost in her utterly, forgetting about everything. It was getting more and more difficult to control herself for her.

He was just about to bite her neck but stopped as he heard her words. "Sidharth, Nandita." He instantly moved away from her, leaving her arms. He stared at Shehnaaz in shock who was standing, facing her back to him. He was not understanding what was the girl doing to him. Every time she made him forget everything through her inner beauty and through her outer beauty, both.

As Shehnaaz heard the sound of his footsteps going away, she understood that he walked out of room. A lone tear trickled down her cheek. She didn't want him to stop, but she was forced because of the promise and for him. She was waiting for the day when he would start loving her more than Nandita. Her name or nothing would force him to stop loving her. She decided, that day she would happily break her all promises and would give herself to him completely.

But deep inside she knew, that day was never going to come because his love for Nandita was something which was impossible to forget. He loved her from his birth and inside he knew that she was alive, therefore it was like impossible for him to accept Shehnaaz utterly after knowing that her first love was alive. Her love was making him crazy but then also he always stopped by listening to her name because he always felt like he was cheating Nandita.

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Shehnaaz was taking out breakfast from the packet. "You go, I will do this." Sidharth asked her to go, strolling into the kitchen.

"I am absolutely fine." She answered him and smiled, seeing his care. She was falling in love with him more.

As he was about to take the packet from her hands, she strictly asked him to go, pointing at his burned hand. "Please go out, after this I won't let you to even enter inside the kitchen."

"You are still not well completely, you should take some rest." He said concernedly, placing his hand on her face and then they gazed into each other deeply.

"Okay you take this, but I will keep my eyes on you so that this time you don't burn your hand. I can't take this risk of leaving you alone in the kitchen again." She gave him the packet and he took it. Then he reheated the food and she gazed at him with so much love in her eyes for him.