Lost Love {Sidnaaz}✅

Part: 26 The Union Of Two Souls

Sidharth's P.O.V.

When I came to know that Nandita called me and asked me to meet her, I became crazy with happiness. After long sixteen years, finally, I would meet her. My excitement, my happiness, I couldn't even describe in words. I was finally going to meet my long lost love. I suffered a lot without her, I waited for her, I didn't stop loving her for a single second. So many thoughts were revolving in my mind. How she would look? How she would be? Most important thing was that I was going to meet her after sixteen years which were like so many ages. God finally listened to me.

I was running out of the hotel to the parking area as if I got late, I would lose her. The excitement was killing me. I was running like I was running to save my life. It was true also somewhere, I was running for my life only. Nandita was really my life, she was my world.

After sitting into the car, I started the car hurriedly. The smile was not leaving my face, I was smiling like a fool. My heart and my soul was happiest. My heart was dancing inside me with excitement and happiness. I never felt so happy before. I was driving the car crazily breaking all the signals and traffic rules. I just wanted to see my Nandita as soon as possible. Somewhere I was scared to lose her again that if I don't reach on time, maybe I would lose her.

"Damn it" I shouted, hitting the steering in anger because of the traffic. My car didn't move even an inch from five minutes. I was getting frustrated, the wait was killing me. I was just a few kilometres away from my destiny. My heartbeat was accelerating and I was going crazy. Five minutes more passed and I lost my temper. Coming out of my car, I started running toward my destiny. The wait was making me crazier and my excitement was increasing with each passing second. The feeling of seeing my love after sixteen years was making me crazy. People might be calling me crazy seeing their rockstar running like an idiot on the road but I didn't care because I just wanted to see my love.

When I was just a few minutes away from my destination, I stopped while breathing heavily.  One thing made me crazier and confused that what would happen of Shehnaaz? She had supported, she had taught me to live life, she had given me the reason to be happy, she had given me a new life and she had loved me without any expectation. I had also started to love her. "When Nandita comes in my life, what would she do?" I wondered.

This was the only thing which made me worried. I was confused from the day one that how could I love two people at the same time. One side, I didn't want to cheat Nandita by accepting her love and on the other side, I wanted to love Shehnaaz till my last breath. This thought again made me confused. I was really really confused thinking that from Shehnaaz and Nandita, whom I loved more. I was feeling like both were equally important for me. I wanted to spend my life with both of them. "This is going to be the toughest decision of my life," I said to myself after taking a deep breath.

I again ran towards my destiny, putting my all thoughts on the side for some time. Few minutes passed away and I reached there. I stood there, putting my hands on my knees, catching my breath back. Then my eyes fell over Shehnaaz who was standing in the middle of the bridge. I was shocked and surprised to find her in Delhi.

"Shehnaaz." I stood straight and called her. She looked at me and gave a broad smile, her eyes were shimmering with happiness. I found her smile different that time, she was looking happier than before. I was upset because I was going to snatch her all happiness by telling her that I got my Nandita back. I strolled toward her taking slow steps. Her smile was becoming bigger, the more I was walking close to her. My heart was aching because I was going to take her smile. The person who became the reason of my smile, I really didn't want to become the reason of that person sadness.
"Why My life is so complicated ?" My heart cried inside.