PULL (BXB)

Pride

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***Alex's POV***

"I swear to everything above the horizon. That boy rakes my nerves. I cannot believe him." I run my fingers through my hair. I'm beyond frustrated.

"You kind of pushed it there, Alex." Seb stands in front of me. His arms are crossed over his chest. He disagrees with my choice.

"How? Explain that. You know me Sebastian. I don't put with up this shit. He's adorable. Gavin is a real showstopper. I love that fucking man with everything inside of me. How am I supposed to get him to a place where we can get married? He's constantly doing exactly what I ask him not to." I huff. I am just fed up.

"You should have just spanked him. I know you guys have a particular type of relationship. If he agrees to that, sure punish him. However, you aren't supposed to be getting him to a place where he is worthy of your undying love. That is compete bullshit. Love the boy for who he is. Love doesn't wait for who Gavin will become. You need to figure it out or let him go." Sebastian looks at me sternly.

I want to argue. He has a valid point. I guess I'm in the wrong now. Fuck!

"Well, tell me how you really feel." A chuckle slips from my lips nervously.

"I'm not you're friend if I sugar coat it. I'm not a baker. Don't expect icing." Sebastian let's out a laugh. He effectively breaks the growing tension.

"I'm going to have to apologize, right?" I know the answer. I just don't like it at all.

"Nope." Sebastian pops the p. I breathe out a sigh of relief.

"You can be the stubborn asshole you are. Gavin can keep on being upset. He's in my bed crying, by the way. Then you can kick yourself for the rest of your life that you let pride take away the best thing you had. Your call big Alpha." Sebastian walks into the house without paying me a passing glance.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

After a few minutes of bartering with myself, I give in. I hate that Seb is so fucking right. God, I'm a huge dick.

I take my sorry ass back in the house. I have to correct this shit. I was wrong. Gavin was wrong. But, I let it get out of hand.

I slowly turn the door handle to Mark and Seb's bedroom. The soft whimpers of my boy cause my heart to ache. I don't love that I am the reason he is crying. The sound alone is enough to wash away all of my pride. I can't love him if I hurt him. That won't do.

"Baby?" I call gently after my love.

"Go away." Gavin hiccups. He does that deep breathing thing that alerts me he is really hurt.

I take large steps to get to him. I pick my baby up. I curl him into my chest. My hand quickly rubs his back. He continues to cry.

"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I was wrong. I apologize." I hurry the words out. I want him happy again.

"You didn't do anything." Gav doesn't move his face from my chest. He hides from me.

Sitting down on the bed, I move him to my lap. I turn his face to look at me. His red rimmed eyes are full of pain. I put that there. It's my job to remove it.

"You shouldn't have pierced your ears. They could get infected. You also should not have thrown multiple fits. However, I didn't have to be an asshole. I love you. I didn't show that." I wipe his flowing tears with my thumbs.

Gavin closes his eyes. He wraps his arms around my neck. His hold is fearfully tight.

"I don't want to break up." Gavin wails into my shoulder.