Let Me Love You

Chapter 1(alone)

Chapter 1

Mew's PoV

I'm busy putting my things in my bag when my friend Godt approach me

"Hey bro" he patted and squished my shoulder like there is something he wanted to tell this is a sign he will used when he has an important matter to discuss

"What is it?" I asked him while I'm busy arranging my things
"Let's go to the rooftop" he whispered then he motioned to go outside and I follow him and I bet this is important matter he want to tell

"Then tell me?" I asked him as we arrived at the place where we really used to talk about an important matter.

This rooftop is the placed where we used to talk and rest because this is the only place that is so comfy and quiet moreover the air is satisfying.
Godt is a good best friend and a cousin that I only had he is my childhood friend since elementary we used to be together wherever we go. Godt is the only son of my auntie and my uncle died because of a heart disease when Godt was only 10 yrs old. My auntie flew to US to continue her career as a doctor and Godt stayed here in Bangkok to continue his studies and he is now at 2nd year college while me is in 1st year college .

"Mew?"he called me while his back facing me I guess there is something he wanted to tell but his hesitated to state it.

"What is it? I bet this is important?Is there any problems that you didn't bother to tell me?" I asked him as I walk closer to him I look to his side I saw him staring at the endless view I got curious why he's so serious he isn't like this before
He sighed and bowed his head now he's looking at the floor

"Mew I hope you will be okay Everytime,eat well,sleep well,don't exhaust yourself too much,rest and don't force yourself to do heavy works"he said still staring at the floor I don't get it why it is like he telling me that he is going to leave

"P'Godt why you said those words it's like you are going to leave me?" I asked him as I burrowed my brows.

I don't like this kind of feeling like he is going to leave me here alone yes alone because my mother died when I'm 13 yrs old because of heart disease same as my uncle(Godt's Father) and my father died when I was 15 yrs old because of a car accident the only family that I had is Godt and my auntie .

"Sorry to tell this but I need to go to the US because Mom needs me" he look at me with the sadness in his eyes like he is going to cry anytime

I don't know what to act right now I'm totally shock because the only person who is with me all the time will be gone and I don't have the authority to stop him because auntie needed him

"Hmm,so you're going to leave me P?" I asked him while my head's up to stop my tears to flow

It's hurt because the only person who will cheer me up while I'm in my sadness and bad days will be gone and I'm living here alone

"Look Mew I don't want to but Mom needs me she is lonely and she wants me to go with her but you can come if you want to but I think you can't because you don't want to leave your precious love ones here"he said while he patted his hand to my shoulder to comfort me I know who is he referring to and he is right I don't want to leave here because my beloved parents and my beloved precious one is here.

"Hmm,be safe there okay tell auntie that I miss her" I said to him while giving my fake smile .

I need to be strong and I know someday there will be one person who will never leave me and love me to the fullest.

"Don't be sad nahhh, don't worry I will call you eveytime and pls mew take care of yourself drink your medicine and rest don't exhaust yourself too much if ever someone will going to hurt you tell me I will going to fly back here to kill him/her" he warned me like he is my father I chuckled he is so protective over me

"Yes sir but I think no one will dare to hurt me "I said to him while I'm crossing my hands on my chest

"Yeah I guess so but I need to be sure,hmm so you will going to take me to the airport this Saturday" he command while pointing his index finger to me

"I don't have any choice then"I answered as I'm stretching my hands up and putting my left hand at his shoulder

"So before I going to leave we need to buy groceries to fill up your fridge" he said as he staring at the view in front of us and the sun is going to set and it's time to go home.

Before we go home we stop at the grocery store to buy some foods to eat. Godt and I living in the same condo that my father and mother bought for me my parents owned a company that was under by my name when my parents died the temporary holder of the company is the trusted lawyer of my dad while waiting for me to become 20. When my parents death announced some investors in our company began to panic but the trusted lawyer of my dad is way more intelligent to handle the problem that's why the company is till competent but I know from the start that I don't have the chance to live my life to the fullest and I'm certain that this life of mine is short that's why I'm so envious to the other people who live their life to the fullest without any restrictions as mine I'm always choosing the healthiest foods to eat I can't even eat chocolate,pork,oily foods,junk foods,and other unhealthy foods to be precise I can only eat healthy foods to avoid any health problems that's why now my fridge is full of vigies and other foods that Godt bought and I didn't even bother to complain because I know he will going to scold be if I'm going to be stubborn.

I watched him while his putting the groceries in the fridge he put it in manageable way he is so perfectionist in every way that's why I idolized him not because he is perfectionist but he is good in every way even in handling difficult situation he can manage to handle it he is my superior he always motivates and encourage me to enjoy my life and don't bother to realized sad memories,past is past we need to live the past behind to move forward because if we still inbarge ourself from the past we still make ourself even hurt.

"Mew" he called me he is now done arranging the groceries

"What?" I asked him while crossing my hands in my chest

"Are you okay" he asked me I see the sadness in his eyes

"I'm totally fine I think I need to rest now I'm going to sleep nah" I answered him as I'm motioned to walk to my room

"Okay then sleep well"he shouted as I am now entering my room.

Before I could go to sleep I showered first after I drink my medicine then I usheredly lay myself in my bed and let my tears flow as I can't bear it anymore I want to Cascade all my pain I feel right now and starting Sunday Im going to be alone again why I'm always be the one who left alone it's so damn hurt first my parents and now the person who always by my side will going to leave me but I understand him his mother is his first priority not me I let all my tears flow with all the pain that I feel I need to calm myself it's dangerous for me to be hurt so much so that I close my eyes as sleepiness attack me..

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