24: Colors

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CW/TW: Domestic abuse

Dear Ms. Diary,

My mother likes colors very much.

Mommy likes red that is why she is filled with love. She always says she loves me after hitting me when I make her angry.

Mommy likes orange so she has a high level of endurance. Even though Daddy always does bad things to us when he's drunk, she still endures it so I do too.

Mommy also likes yellow, so I think that is why she is always bright and she always wants me to be bright just like her. She really hates it when I cry so I try my best not to (I hope that makes Mommy happy).

Mommy likes green too, so she is calm. If I don't do anything that will make her really angry, she won't mind me at all. Even if something bad happens, it's still fine as long as it isn't too much.

Mommy likes blue as well, she wants peace so much. I don't talk often because she likes it when it's quiet. I just write what I want to say in this diary instead of talking.

Lastly, Mommy likes the color violet. I don't really know what relates to that, but I always see that color on her arms and on my arms too.

Love,
Daisy

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