It Wasn't Your Fault | Nishinoya Yu

Chapter Nine

#9 How did you find me?

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(Y/N)'s POV

I wake up, but I'm not on the ground like I was. My vision was a bit blurry at the moment.

I tried looking around seeing if there was anything familiar I saw, it wasn't until I heard a voice.

A familiar voice, it scared me a bit. I closed my eyes and opened them again and could see.

"I see you're finally awake!" I hear the familiar voices shout enthusiastically. I look over to where I heard the voice from and saw Nishinoya.

"Nishinoya?" I say, a bit hesitant. He looked at me with a bright smile. "Where am I?" I ask.

"My house, silly! I found you in front of my house, passed out. Why exactly were you passed out, and why were you out this far?" Nishinoya asked.

"Oh," My headache comes back as I start to remember exactly how it happened. "I don't think talking to someone I only recently met about this is a good idea." I reply. "Sorry.."

"It's okay, don't apologize! I understand completely." Nishinoya answers with a small smile, I felt bad for not telling him but I knew I shouldn't.

I kind of felt like at this point I could trust him with anything, I shouldn't trust him. But I do, and I don't even know who to go to for this. I don't have a super close friend, and I'm not going to my brother for this because he'd flip.

I smile in return for Nishinoya's understanding, I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. Not here though, not in front of him, not in front of anyone. I'm just going to barry these feelings and pretend nothing happened.

"I can see the look of concern, and sadness in your eyes." Nishinoya said breaking the silence that was once there before.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I put on a fake smile.

"Stop,"

"I can't."

"Yes, you can. You decide not to show it, but I can see it." Nishinoya exposes me, he saw right throw me, but how?

"How did you know?"

"I always know," He smiles lightly, he walks over to me and takes a seat next to me. "Let's talk about it."

I take a deep breathe in, and out. I felt like I could trust him, but yet again I only just met him and it seemed like we were "best friends."

"Fine," I finally give in. "But only because I don't know who else to go to, this is only a one time thing." I clarified.

"Okay, fine." He shrugs. "I just want to help you."

"Just this, once."

"So tell me," Nishinoya inquires, and tries to listen carefully.

"I was going to Tobio's house to, well... see what was holding him up because ever since the night of our date he's been avoiding me. I went to go to his house to see what was up, and I see him with Hinata." I stare blankly at the ground, like I had no emotions whatsoever. "They were kissing, I just stood there watching for a minute. I couldn't move, once Tobio finally noticed me. I ran, and didn't stop until I knew I was far away from him." I finish.

"Why do you still call him by his first name?" Nishinoya asked, and I tilted my head.

"Because I'm just going to pretend it didn't happen, and then we'll be a happy couple." I smile sadly.

"You're just going to pretend nothing happened when he cheated on you?!" Nishinoya snaps, I had no idea what to say.

I was scared.