come over when you're sober - dreamnap

love$ick - mura masa ft asap rocky

yeah i heard she got a main homie
yeah you wanna lay the hands on me
but you should see the way she dance on me
wishing i ain't had no pants on me

1:56 am
xxx

my wavy hair must be glued to my forehead at this point, but i can't really tell. i'm numb and my sore limbs aren't a bother anymore. this is the feeling i've yearned for the entire week. the feeling of complete harmony and peace. if you could call wild dancing amidst six horny girls and plenty of other strangers plus loud music peaceful, that is.

i still don't know any of their names. they must've thought it was best keeping it that way in case of a one night stand, or even just a hookup. i get the deal. have the deed be done by next morning, without any further association. unless the guy was great in bed, then they might be interested in a name and something more. i know how it is.

purple girl treads closer, showing that same spark of cocky confidence as earlier. if her jokes and messy shenanigans haven't proven her extroverted personality to me yet, this sure does.

she puts her hands on my shoulders and patiently looks up at me, slowing down my movements. to distract her from doing what i know she's about to do, i pick her up with ease, steadying myself and swinging her around a few times. her long, frizzy hair flies and she shrieks and laughs until she runs out of breath. i have to set her down shortly after due to my head spinning like hell.

i wish i could befriend this girl for real. her smiles are contagious and she shines pure charisma. sadly i'm certain she isn't interested in just friendship. what a shame.

despite not being the groups' main target, nick's being actively sized up too. he responds to some of their flirty behavior but politely declines anything more than just hugs. at the moment he's shied away, trying not to get hit on more than necessary.

i'm honestly not sure why he's so scared, a little hookup surely can't hurt anyone. he's just broken up with his girl, he needs a distraction even if it's just temporary. at least i'd want that if i was in his shoes.

blue dress girl - or the mafia boss more than anything - gives her fellow gang member a real dirty look after i've let her go. i totally forgot i was 'claimed' by her. that interaction clearly didn't sit well, and now she's coming right for me, diving in like a killer whale about to catch its first meal in weeks. how the hell do i escape this?

her face is blurry, glitter falling off her light eyeshadow as she creeps dangerously close to me. she sways her hips back and forth in an attempt to 'seduce' me or whatever. yeah she's cute, but i'm not interested for obvious reasons.

suddenly i feel bad. i've been leading this girl on for over an hour with no intention to take it further. a real dick move, honestly. i never would've thought i could be such an asshole like all those other tall blonde dudes at my high school, but i guess i was wrong. apparently i'm just another one of them.

the discomfort levels in me shoot up when she reaches out to touch my arm. i can't let this happen. with a nervous glare i turn my back on her, pretending to just be a tease. i make sure to keep moving like nothing's wrong. alright, dick move number two. i promise myself that it's only temporary, and that i will turn her down properly later, without any bullshit.

i let the beat rock my uncontrolled body. i let it consume me as a distraction. this is supposed to be fun, just relax clay.

my brain repeats those words, shuffling to cleanse itself of any leftover nervousness. i think of how gone and good i feel, how there are no worries in all the world right now. how i wish this would never end. it calms me down fast, and i'm free again. i close my eyes, slipping away into a familiar trance.

"i ain't talking bout mastercards, debit cards either,
credit charge, kermit the frog, margaritas"

suddenly someone brushes against me from behind. i quickly tense up, prepared to react if blue girl is trying things again. but she's short, and much smaller than whoever this is. they're not thin and dainty like any of the other girls either. my vague suspicions are confirmed as i flip around, facing a well inebriated nick who's grinning largely. my pulse starts racing away.

he grinds against my body and dances so close to me that i swear i lose my breath for multiple seconds. rainbow lights flutter across his clammy skin, making him look almost inhuman. it's beautiful.

and just as i thought he couldn't get more gorgeous he smugly smirks, putting one hand on my waist and the other behind my head. he looks up at me - straight into my eyes - with such intense lust and desire that i might melt.

a horde of butterflies set themselves free inside my stomach. i get no time to react before he pulls me down slightly, shutting his eyes and closing the last distance still between us.

his lips are soft and wet against mine. the wonderful sensation gives me goosebumps and makes me weak. my arms automatically wrap around him, holding him tight and near. it doesn't take long for his mouth to slide open, allowing my tongue to enter and explore.

the kiss gets significantly deeper and more passionate, soon turning into a full blown make out. we can't stop touching each other, can't stop the contact. he tastes like cherries and vodka, and i dig it.

"what the hell?"

i hear whispers and surprised complaints echoing in our direction, no doubt coming from the girls. i can't help but grin as i keep sucking face with nick.

"i couldn't let that bitch steal my man," he slurs into my mouth.

his hand sneaks down lower, eventually settling on my ass, grabbing it tightly to draw a reaction out of me. evidently it works since i break away, gasping for air. his actions send jolts of electricity all throughout my body, like a new kind of high.

we keep the eye contact for a few more seconds. his orbs look like thick honey in this dim atmosphere, and i've sure been starving for some sugar lately. nick's just what i needed. he chuckles when blue dress storms off, her annoying heels clashing against the floorboards. we don't let that distract us for long though, as ten seconds later we're already kissing again.

xxx

i need you
i'm a lovesick fuck
i want you
i'm a lovesick fuck