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"Hell to the no," Cora shivered, "I would never do that with Yoongi. That's like repulsive." She whispered softy as she laid back down on the pool blanket, dropping her shades back onto her eyes.
I watched her with amusement blossoming my features.
Bloom, her, and I were by the poolside, sitting on this pretty designed blanket that was tailored made in our bathing suits. The weather was divine so all the kings were in the pool splashing around and being goofy altogether while we drank some peach ice teas with these swirly looking straws. Us girls were currently on the topic of: How would you get down and dirty with your king?
Bloom introduced the topic and was practically tripping over her words as she spoke about her never ending sex life. She said Jungkook and her had sex almost four times a day, if that's even possible, and they tried everything in the book. Bondage, roleplay, anal - you fucking name it and she did it. To be honest, I was so interested on how she did some of the shit she did or how it was even possible. I crossed my legs and leaned into my thighs, solely driving my attention to her as Cora gagged in disgust.
"I swear it's not as terrible as it sounds," Bloom laughed at Cora's frown while twirling a piece of her hair in her hand, "once you try it, you get so used to it, you never really wanna go back."
"Why would I want to stick a dildo up my butt? Please, tell me Bloom. I'm deeply interested to know." I was interested too. Bloom had so much experience with everything it was kinda crazy she could describe to you how everything felt.
"I swear it hurts at first but afterwards you'll just die from euphoria."
"You're gross."
Bloom rolled her eyes and took a sip of her peach tea. She was super fit so her slightly defined abs rippled as she leaned over to set her glass back down and roll onto her stomach. She sighed, "You act as if you haven't done anything with your king."
"I have but not nearly as shameful as you."
"My job is to serve. Whatever Jungkook wants is whatever he going to get," then she looked over me, "What about you Y/n? You've been quiet this entire time. Give us your dirty secrets."
Cora sat up on her elbows and tilted her sunglasses downwards, her curious eyes meeting mine. I didn't realize I was blushing red until I pressed my hands to my hot cheeks. They were stinging under my palms as I pushed my head into my knees. I wish I could come up with some lie and say I wasn't virgin, that I messed around with a ton of guys before I moved to the castle, and I was so experienced but the truth was, I wasn't. Plus these girls were watching me like a hawk so I felt uneasy.
I knew I was a bound to lose my virginity at some point, whether it was with Jimin or not, but I secretly hoped it was with him. It wasn't something I was avoiding all together. The opportunity to give it up never really presented itself so I waited. There's nothing wrong with waiting. Waiting is being cautious and careful. The only heated things I've done is with Jimin like earlier today or a few kisses that turned passionate. Nothing too serious.
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