Chapter 11

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It's been 4 months since Emily died. Any time we weren't on a case I was with Jackie, Aaron or Spence. Aaron gave me a few weeks off because he knew what I was going through. He had gone through the same thing with Hailey and was always there for me. There would be nights where if Aaron was staying at the office all night I'd sleep on the couch in his office. I don't wanna be alone. If I'm at home I'm with Jackie and Kai, at the office I'm with Aaron or Rossi. There's nights where I can't be home, it reminds me too much of her. I haven't even moved her stuff out of the house. Spencer and I would stay up all night crying and talking about memories with Em. Her death truly broke me. For the last month I've been working with Derek to track down Ian Doyle. It's taking a long time but we're getting somewhere.
Emily's POV:
After I 'died' I had to leave the country. No one was allowed to know I was alive or where I was going besides JJ and Hotch. I could only imagine what Stella and the team were going through. I hated this, I hated being away from them.
                    3 months later Stella's POV
"Seven months ago I made a decision that affected all of us." Aaron started as we were talking about how we were going to apprehend Ian Doyle. Hotch looked out the door and when we turned around, there stood Emily alive and well. I couldn't believe my eyes. I wanted to run to her, throw my arms around her neck and cry, but I couldn't. I was so angry, I was glad she's alive but for the love of god no one could've told me. I walked past her bumping shoulders with her as I went to Garcia's office. Her little toys and pencils always cheered me up. When i got in there i sat in her chair and started playing with one of her bouncy balls. I decided to call Jackie and have her bring Kai here. I was about to walk out and tell Garcia to make sure the team stayed in the bullpen but when I opened the door she was standing right there. "Pen, can you make sure everyone, especially prentiss stays in the bullpen. Tell Derek that Jackie, Kai and I are gonna be in his office. After I text you they can go but you can't tell anyone but morgan where i am. I don't want them looking for me." I said as I started to walk to Derek's office. "Okay love let me know if you need anything." Garcia said as I took out my phone to call Jackie. I walked into Derek's office and closed the door behind me. "Jackie, can you bring Kai up to Derek's office? Something happened and I just really need to see my son." I said into the phone. After Jackie said they were on their way I put my phone on the desk and sat on the couch. I sat there for about 15 minutes before I heard a knock at the door. I looked through the blinds then opened the door. "Mommy!" Kai said as I picked him up. I smiled and looked at Jackie. I texted Penelope and told her that she could let the team go. Derek walked in like normal but shut the door behind him. "Okay what was Hotch thinking not telling us." He said, anger present in his voice. "Wait Stel you didn't tell me what happened." I covered Kai's ears and whispered what happened in her ear. She looked pissed off. "Where is that bitch." She said and left the room, I left Kai with Derek and went after her. "Jackie stop." I said trying to catch up to her. "No this bitch faked her death and broke your heart. WHERE ARE YOU BITCH DON'T HIDE NOW' she screamed as she walked in the bullpen with me right behind her. "Jackie! You're in a federal building you can't just say that." as I was telling her this Hotch came out of his office. "Aaron what the hell is going on." Jackie said as he walked up to us. "I'm sorry Stella, it was need to know." Aaron said. I didn't even look at him. I was disgusted with him, JJ and Emily. "You know what Aaron," I said, tears starting to well up in my eyes. "Fuck you, Fuck JJ and Fuck Emily. I slept on your couch crying almost every night cause i thought the love of my life was dead and you didn't even have the decency to tell me that she was alive! God Aaron you are such an asshole I can't Bele-" i got cut off by a familiar voice, one i thought i was never gonna hear again. "Stella, Jackie?"
A/n: Oop, new chapters tomorrow. I have a really bad headache so I'm gonna stop writing for the night.

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