ɪ ᴡɪꜱʜ ɪ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ.- Tooru Oikawa short story

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛.

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As y/n stood at the threshold of her old house, her heart heavy with both sorrow and anticipation, she couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude for all the memories that had been made within those walls. With a bittersweet smile, she whispered a quiet thank you to the empty rooms, acknowledging the role they had played in shaping her past.Tears welled up in her eyes as she closed the door behind her, the finality of the moment washing over her in waves. But amidst the sadness, there was also a glimmer of hope, a sense of excitement for the new chapter that lay ahead.As she climbed into the car with her family, she felt a mix of emotions swirling inside her—a tinge of sadness for what she was leaving behind, but also a sense of liberation for the fresh start that awaited her. With each passing mile, the old house grew smaller in the rearview mirror, until it disappeared from sight altogether, taking with it the memories of her past.And as they drove towards the horizon, towards a future filled with endless possibilities, y/n couldn't help but feel a surge of emotions coursing through her veins. For today was the day she could leave all her problems and her past behind, the day she could start anew and carve out a life that was uniquely her own.
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Meanwhile,

Tooru's fingers hovered over his phone, uncertainty gnawing at him as he debated whether to send the text or not. He couldn't shake the feeling of unease that had settled in the pit of his stomach ever since y/n had handed him the letter.With a heavy sigh, he finally hit send, the message disappearing into the digital abyss. But as he waited for a response, his mind raced with questions and doubts. Why had she chosen to communicate through a letter? Was it because she couldn't bear to say the words aloud, or was there something more to it?

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Tooru's hands trembled slightly as he unfolded the letter, his heart pounding with anticipation and apprehension. His eyes scanned the words written by y/n, each sentence sending a jolt of emotion coursing through him.

"Hey Tooru, this might be sudden but, I'm leaving today."

Tooru's heart skipped a beat as he read the words penned by y/n, his mind struggling to process the sudden news.

"I just want you to know, I don't hate you. I couldn't hate you. You hurt me yes but I still can't hate you. I still-"

Tooru's heart clenched as he reread those words, his vision blurring with unshed tears. The weight of y/n's forgiveness washed over him, mingling with the guilt and remorse that had consumed him since their breakup."I still..." he repeated softly, the words catching in his throat as he struggled to comprehend the depth of her forgiveness. Despite everything he had done, despite the pain he had caused her, she still harbored no hatred towards him. A single tear slipped from his eye, landing on the letter and smudging the ink beneath the words "I still." In that moment, Tooru felt a flood of emotions overwhelm him—regret for his actions, gratitude for her forgiveness, and a profound longing to make things right.With a shaky breath, he closed his eyes and pressed a hand to his chest, feeling the weight of her forgiveness like a balm to his wounded soul. And as he whispered a silent apology into the empty room, he vowed to cherish her forgiveness and strive to become the person she believed he could be.

"Love you."

Tooru's breath caught in his throat as he read y/n's heartfelt words, each sentence piercing through the veil of his emotions and settling deep within his heart. Her love for him, despite his mistakes, washed over him like a gentle wave, filling him with a sense of warmth and gratitude.Tears blurred his vision as he reached the end of the letter, his hand trembling as he clutched the envelope that held their promise and the ring that symbolized their love. Her words echoed in his mind, each one a reminder of the bond they shared and the depth of her affection for him."I love you," he whispered, the words a solemn vow to honor their promise and cherish their love. And as he held the envelope close to his chest, he felt a renewed sense of hope and determination fill him, knowing that no matter where life took them, their love would always endure.With a bittersweet smile, Tooru wiped away his tears and whispered a silent thank you to the empty room, his heart overflowing with love for the girl who had captured his soul. And as he tucked the envelope safely away, he vowed to one day fulfill their promise and seal their love once again, for eternity.

Tooru's mind raced with conflicting emotions as he grappled with the weight of y/n's departure and the depth of her love for him. With each passing moment, the urge to chase after her grew stronger, fueled by the realization that he couldn't bear to let her slip away without a fight.Without a second thought, Tooru dashed out of his house, his heart pounding in his chest as he raced towards the place where he knew she would be. His mind was consumed with thoughts of y/n—her smile, her laughter, the warmth of her embrace—and he knew with unwavering certainty that he couldn't let her go without telling her how he truly felt.As he ran, the world blurred around him, his focus solely on reaching her before it was too late.

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As y/n stood in the bustling airport terminal, surrounded by the hustle and bustle of travelers coming and going, she couldn't shake the nagging thought that lingered in the back of her mind. Despite her resolve to leave it all behind, her heart ached at the thought of leaving behind the life she had known, the people she loved, and the memories she cherished.With each passing minute, the reality of her decision sank in deeper, weighing heavily on her heart. She couldn't help but wonder if she was making the right choice, if leaving everything behind was truly worth it in the end.But amidst the uncertainty and doubt, one thing remained clear in her mind—the image of his smile, bright and genuine, etched into her memory. Despite the pain of seeing him with someone else, she couldn't deny the bittersweet hope that lingered in her heart, the hope that he would find happiness with another, even if it meant sacrificing her own.And as she watched the minutes tick by, counting down the moments until her departure, she whispered a silent thank you to the universe for the love she had known, the memories she had shared, and the lessons she had learned along the way.With a heavy heart and tear-stained cheeks, she took a deep breath and prepared to board her flight, knowing that no matter where life took her, she would always carry a piece of him with her, tucked away in the corners of her heart.

One essential thought peered its way into her mind, though...

I wish, I were heather.