Nickelodeon Academy {SLOW UPDATES}

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Breanna's POV
Why do I always have to be so freaking stupid? Because of me she's probably crying on her first day in this school.

Yes I know, I was a horrible best friend, when my dad was sick she skipped a very important family wedding to see me.

But when her dad died, I ignored her and she needed someone to comfort her while she comforted her mum.

I'm so freaking selfish.

You got that right.

Are you really gonna do this here too?

Damn right I am!!

Okaaaaay...I'm just gonna continue then...I really didn't want to do that to her.

But you did.

I'm gonna ignore that and move on.

As I was saying... It's just I thought my life was broken since my dad was sick and my mum wasn't home and because I found out my ex-boyfriend was cheating on me

But I never did realize people are going through worse while I'm just freaking over a little breakup.

You got that right.

I feel like you're doing this to annoy me.

Damn right I am!!

Ugh! I never noticed the things people go through until I met The Queens, although I told them what I did, they still accepted me in.

Let the author write a quick flashback of what happened when Jade left.

Flashback tiiiiiimmme!!

Weird.

Shut your mind up and let me continue!!

Jeez.

Flashback

I didn't even do anything as I watched my best friend leave the school with her bags.

I didn't even do anything when I saw people bully her and prank her.

I'm such a horrible person.

Damn right you are.

Ugh.

Anyways a few weeks after she left, Jacob wasn't picking up his call, so I went to his house.

I was about to knock but the door opened itself...Creepy.

I heard loud noises from upstairs and I got a little scared so I started yelling his name.

I carried on walking and got to the his bedroom door, I peeped in and saw Jada and a blonde girl shirtless.

No they could just be talking...right!?

Yeah, totally, talking half naked.

Ohhh,, Jade was right, he is a playboy and it wasn't her in the picture it was the freaking blonde idiot here.

I ran in and they saw me but they just smirked and continued the...you know...that...

I blinked away my tears and ran out of his house, I ran back home and went to my room and cried.

I tried calling Jade but it was no use, she wouldn't answer and I don't blame her.

Flashback over.

Jade was right, but me being blinded by popularity was a stupid mistake and I hate what I did, I'll forever feel guilty.

I walked into the dorm and saw all the players there and Cree is arguing with Thomas...honestly they'd make a great couple if he wasn't a player.

"Your roommate is really rude...but hot" Ricardo said deep in thought.

"Shut up, she might have had a bad day" Cree complained rubbing her fore head in annoyance to the five boys in our living room.

"Yeah, true" Riele and the rest of the girls nodded in agreement.

"I'm gonna go upstairs, I'm tired" I murmured and walked past Jade's room but I couldn't bring myself to knock on her door, so I just went to my room.

Everything that happened was basically all my fault, even her father's death was my fault.

I was the other car that was driving, I was very drunk and I didn't know why I drove.

Of course, they never found out and I don't intend them to, I can't bring myself to tell Jade that or she'll hate me endless.

I don't want that to happen even when we aren't best friends again...scratch that, I'm never gonna be her best friend again.

Because overall, all the pain she feels is most likely always caused by me.

Everything is all my freaking fault.

Whether I want to believe it or not.

I know what I did.

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How could you do that Breanna?...I hope the real Breanna doesn't see this :) lol, anyways it's now 2:33 on the 27th of September... I'm now officially plus one...YAAY!! OK enjoy this...Byeeeeee.