To The Guy Named, Fern Silvestre (TTGN #1)

FERN 75

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February 17

Kaydee:
Am I a bad person?

Azra:
No you're not, Kay.
Just understand his sister's outburst.

Jewel:
I don't know but she's insensitive. She's trying to be fair, but her words sounds biased.

Kaydee:
I think she's quite right about giving Fern the benefit of the doubt.

Jewel:
Okay. But let's say you gave him that, then what about it na? You are dating Zick. It's pointless.

Azra:
I have to agree.

Jewel:
Unless if you want to be with Fern instead of Zick.

Kaydee:
I'm with Zick now. I shouldn't think of being with Fern. It's not fair.

Azra:
But what do you want exactly? You can tell us, Kay.

Jewel:
Yes and give you a proper wake-up call.

Kaydee:
Tbh, I feel bad kasi dumaan 'yun sa isip ko. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi masyado akong padalos dalos sa desisyon ko dahil nagpadala ako sa emosyon.
But its already here and I just have to stand with my reckless decision.

Jewel:
Sometimes destiny is really a bitch, isn't?

Azra:
This could be hard, Kay. Emotionally that is. But you're now committed to someone else and maybe the best thing to do is let go of that feelings you have with the other and let Zick occupy your heart and mind.

Kaydee:
But how can I do that if he's all that I think about? That it was... too late.

Jewel:
Wrong time, wrong situation. Everything started bad, K. But if you guys are meant to be, destiny will give you another chance. But its not today.

Azra:
The safe thing to do is avoid making another reckless decision.

Kaydee:
I guess, you guys are right.
After all, baka infatuation lang naman talaga to at mapagaaralan ko ring kalimutan siya at ituon ito kay Zick.

Azra:
Just be emotionally strong, okay?

Jewel:
When everything's going pretty hard, just now we're a zoom away!