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TW: mention of bullying, mention of self harm, mention of cutting

Yamaguchiz POV

feeling a bit better, i get out of the shower and put back on tsukkis sweatshirt with some 'basketball' shorts. then i look in the mirror and tears form 

'eww what's on your face'   'i think its dirt~'   "they knew it was my freckles!" i scream unconsciously and without realizing i punched the mirror into pieces. 

"shit" i start sobbing again. i take my blades in defeat and walk through my room. i pass the small tv room which the longish couch separates from the kitchen. in between the couch and good sized kitchen was a slim walkway to the door. i leave though there and don't put on any shoes 'i'm not going that far.'  i walk to the drain near the sidewalk on my house. i watch my arm drop the small box of tiny blades down the sewage drain. 

"HIYA GEORGIE! You want your blades back"  eheheh ill stop

i flop on my bed in defeat 'i really told him i love him.. i mean i do! ..but does he..'

embarrassed and queasy, i close my eyes i hope to go to sleep and never wake up. 

just a lil something before i go to bed!

word count // 212 // 

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