no trigger warning today because tis is a sweet chapter and i made that drawing thingy^ (the song in it is Home by Cavetown)
Yama POV
we avoid the clown areas because tsukki would probably have a panic attack "here, it says its the clown free rides and stuff!" i point to a sign pointing towards a turn from the main area, which was filled with shops. "thats lucky huh?" Tsukki smiles and nods "you are way too excited for this" i grabbed his sleeve, ignoring his lil comment, and dragged him down the path.
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"what do you wanna do first?" tsu caught me off guard
"AH- omG Tsu you can't just do thaT" i said holding my heart
Tsukki POV
(for my lovelies who don't know what POV means it means Point of view. it is now Tsukishima's thoughts and side of the story)
Yamaguchi looked dazed by all the rides and games. he was so adorable- no stop he's your bestfriend.
"what do you wanna do first" i tried to hold down my smile but it was too great when yams jumped from being taken out of thought "AH- omG Tsu you can't do thaT" he dramatically held his heart. i smiled to the point it was seeable. "whatever Tadashi. i like that nickname too" i wink at him trying to get him embarrassed for using a 'cute' nickname. it was true though, i did like the nickname but it made my stomach turn. it was a weird feeling i only felt around tads.
Yamz POV
i stand there for a second processing what tsukki just did
"T-TSUKKI!" i bury my face in my hands to hide my blush. tsukki laughed "that's adorable- i mean... you know what yeah. you are adorable. my adorable best friend. man the girls must like you." i blush harder but shake it off "it doesn't matter if girls like me.. i'm not the straightest-" i mumble trying to get out of the hole i dug. i shouldn't've corrected him on that. "oh... good, i'm not alone." he said in a small whisper TSUKKI IS- OMg wHAT LUCK "so what was it you wanted to go on first?"
"O-oh yeah! how about the carousel?"
"sure"
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Tsukki POV
I give the lady our ticket and she lets us on the circular contraption with horses. I see all the children and their parents staring at us but i didn't care i was doing it for yamaguchi.
"here, there's two right next to each other"
"one sec....." i look over to him to see him helping a kid up on a horse "there you go" he smiled at the little girl. he's so.. "thank you mr" at that he looked up at me and left her "Okay! ready?" he is so pure "Yes" i pat the horse i'm standing next to then walk to the other one and sit.
I had the one that was most toward the edge and he had the one in the middle.
looking out to the sky, it was still so early in the day around 12. the sun was just getting to the middle of the sky. which made it hit right in my eyes forcing me to look away. we had walked around the whole area waiting for him to decide. and then he accidently came out to me.. yeah he did.. my stomach fluttered at the thought why am i feeling this way.. all he did was come out.. so why..
i look over at him he was staring at me smiling small and i gave him a smile
this took way too long to be this short..
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Don't leave me.. {A TsukkiYama FanFic}
Fanfictionyamaguchi has a bunch of secrets and hasn't tsukishima because he feels he wouldn't care. Tsukki does care he just doesn't know how to show emotion properly and doesn't think yama will accept his emotions 😗