Don't leave me.. {A TsukkiYama FanFic}

Carnival!! (11 {1/3})

TW: ANOREXIA ~ SELF HATE ~ MORE?

1) i don't care if i technically said it was thursday/friday its the weekend because yeah❤️

2)or they could just be skipping school because Yama is sad and that's what matters. 

yeah imma go with option 2 

Yammy POV

"i can't believe we're doing this" i giggle

"yeah yeah. i'm ahead class anyway so it'll be fine." he put his hands in his pockets and my face drops "i didnt even think about that.. You're the one whos gonna be fine! im gonna fail." i begin to panic 

"you really think i'll let you get behind just like that. we are going to study after we come back." he stated "wait where are we going? i wanna know!" he looked at me with his usual dull-emotion face that hid all his thoughts. i want to know your fire

fire: emotions, feelings (its also the stuff that burns things 0.0)

the boy was always this Apathetic. he did care he just didn't show it like the others do. "you'll see. we aren't too far away now." we pass a my favorite park what could be better than a park?

i look around for clues then i see a circus sign "wait-" me and tsu stopped in our tracks i've always wanted to go but isn't he afraid of clowns? "you look like a child who has seen their first firework" he chuckled yay i got some emotion out of him!! "But aren't you afraid of clowns??!!" just by his reaction i knew i was right "Shhh! not so loud" he whispers getting embarrassed and looking away but shoving me my ticket "but yes i am. you'll have to beat them up for me." he said matter of factly in a joking manner "oh don't worry ill beat them up just fine" i laugh joking about how unfit i was and how i looked like a stick. but tsu didn't laugh, he was back in his head. 

dino boy POV

Why would he say that about himself.. i know he's not the most ripped but he had enough muscle to not be called a stick. i was a tree, according to hinata. was he also calling himself fat?! the fuck. he's not super fucking skinny like me but that's because 'i don't eat enough' (said by yamaguchi and some others) he looks actually normal. 

no ones POV

it was true, Tsukki didn't eat enough. if he ate what he considered too much he would head to the nearest bathroom, once Yams was busy and Kei was alone, he would then throw it up. he didn't want yamaguchi to get more suspicious then he already was. 

They entered the huge arch with a clown face that was guarding the entrance to the carnival grounds. Tsukishima shudders as he looks down away from the face of it yet still having the image captured in his mind.

Tsukki POV

i know it is a childish fear, but it is the 2nd out of 3 things that terrify me. i look at my feet hoping for the image to go away. i had spent so much time and money on this date and i don't want to be the one to make us leave when he has always wanted to come here. suddenly i feel a comforting hand on my arm

yamas POV

Tsukki looked at the entrance clown and his dull, emotionless expression changed into this bothered, scared and uneased look as he looked down. poor tsukki. i move my hand to his arm in hopes of comforting him. he looks at me, looking a bit less scared, and smiled. 

i remove my hand once we got to the man who was collecting tickets, since he looked at me funny, and gave him my ticket (which he rudely snatched). we headed to the slightly crowded front area where we found the map around "okay yams, where do you want to go first?" 

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part 2 will be up soon (like in 3 days lol) thanks for the support!

karen encounter pt 3?!? stay tuned!

word count // 679 //