Without you

What if(s)

Kurt had just made it home from the hang out with Blaine it was about dinner but clearly he wasn't hungry, he took a cold shower and after decided to message Blaine.

When Blaine got home he went straight to take a nap. He had a great time but the awkward silence pauses killed him, he wanted to scream and kiss Kurt right then and there. I mean who was gonna stop him? What if he did? Suddenly he wakes to his phone buzzing and sees it's from Kurt!
"Hey I had fun today wanna hang out again soon? -Kurt"
"I thought you'd never ask! I'll pick you up tomorrow after dinner I wanna take you somewhere"
Blaine send this text not even caring about how needy it sounded he knew where to take Kurt, and he knew it would strike a scary conversation but scary is better than none.
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Kurt finishes dinner and changed into a nicer outfit he then puts on a movie and waits, waits for Blaine Anderson to pick him up, waits to tell Blaine how he feels even if it takes a decade.
Blaine fixes his bow tie and walks out the door...eventually he pulls up to mr. Kurt hummels house and takes one final deep breath...this could either be the start of something incredible or the end of something amazing, what if it all goes wrong. With that he knocks 3 loud knocks.
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Kurts Pov
My heart dropped when he knocked and I didn't even bother to pick it up I ran to the door and just like old times I throw myself into a hug, today had been a difficult day and I was excited to see him. Maybe it was a little awkward but I really didn't care...
"You as ready as I am?!?! Where are we going you gotta tell me!" I say that laughing at how terrible it sounded and he just shook his head and we walked to his car, in the car we were talking for a while it felt like 10 minutes had gone by but I checked the time and it had been an hour?
"Blaine.. where are we going?"
"Aawwwww Kurt I thought you'd recognize the surroundings at least"
"It's literally just trees...wait are we.. why! I don't wanna go there!?!?"
"Shhhh trust me, you do."
He said with such sass I knew there was something planned. He was telling me something. Finally we pull up to our old spot at Central Park I hadn't been there since our last time seeing each other, the memories were far to painful!
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The next bit is a bunch of dialogue, kurts in bold Blaine isn't
"Blaine...why here"
"... I wanted to talk with you, last time I was here, someone proposed to me, an actual ring on one knew asking to marry me. I said no, what do you think would have happened if I said yes?"
"I- I don't know... why are you asking me? I know you know I stalked your page so I may have seen it been heart broken and move one eventually"
"Kurt what If I said yes, we wouldn't see have been able to meet up and hangout bc I'd still be living with him and not Rachel, I would have been engaged to a man that every time I kissed him I would picture him being someone else...where anytime we go anywhere I went with another person I think of the other person and not him...Where when he was down on one knee all I could see was when I did the same to you...Kurt I now know..I've known ever since you left you were the one for me I've messed up Kurt and I understand if  after this you walk away and never wanna see me again but Kurt I need you"
Blaine didn't realize the tears falling from his face until Kurt cupped his cheek and wiped them away
"I wouldn't be able to stand not seeing you again blaine"
And with that Kurt leans in....
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A/n FINALLY!!! Should I continue this story as they establish what they are? Please vote and comment thanks luvs