it's been nearly two weeks since patrick and i started trying, i'm about a week late for my period but im very irregular so we're gonna keep trying until i'm about two weeks late. today we're going to visit darby and see how he's doing.
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later at the hospital:
ally: hey darby
he looks worse, i can't help but feel bad for him, i love him, he knows i'm having sex with his dad, i mean it's for us but still, i love darby but i'm in love with his dad, there's a difference between love and in love. for now i'm not going to let patrick feel me up, we'll just have plain sex, in and out. i need to be here for darby, i mean he's barely hanging onto life and i'm over here having the best sex of my life with his father, oh god i'm a terrible, terrible person.
darby: hey, i've missed you
ally: i miss you so much, i can't wait for you to get better
darby: ally...
ally: what? darby i love you, and i miss you don't make me feel bad for missing you
darby: no- i don't mean that- i mean, the doctors gave me about 14 months to live, maybe less, maybe more
ally:*crying* no darby no, you can't die, you won't die, you can fight this
darby: the problem is i don't know if i can...
ally: oh god...
i broke into an even bigger cry, i just sat there with my head on his shoulder, crying and reminiscing all of our crazy memories. back when i was just a girl in a bar. i need to spend more time with darby. i love him, i'm in love with his dad, but darby matters, and he deserves better.
i kissed darby for the first time in months, oh how i missed kissing him, i couldn't run my hands through his hair since he'd lost all of it but it's ok, i felt comfortable around darby, he is an amazing man and i'm so lucky to have him.
*buzz buzz*
messages:
Hollywood Modelling Agency
text message
my heart started pounding, i hadn't really been modelling since me and darby got together but we could use a bit of extra money right now, i opened it
Hello, Mrs. Stevenson, we were pleased to hear from you, it's been so long, we'd be delighted if you could join us, we heard the news about you and darby and we know you're trying for a baby so we only need you three times a week for 12 hours if that's ok with you, your salary will still remain the same!
xoxo, team hma❤️
ally: darby! i got a job!!
darby: that's amazing honey, now i really need some space because it's a hard day but i love you and please stay safe
ally: i love you too!
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later
messages:
patty❤️
text message
open
i tapped the open button
patrick: hey honey, how are you today, i was hoping to meet up around five, meet me at our spot, dress fancy
i didn't wanna see patrick tonight because i feel so guilty, darby is the man i'm with and i just need to avoid patrick for awhile or at least just resent him or something
ally: hey patrick, tonight isn't really good for me, i've had a hard day and i kinda just need space now, sorry
patrick: no worries! i'll come over, i'll bring pizza, no alcohol because well, we're trying haha, we can have a night in and just watch a movie or something
ally: ok sounds good see you in 10
patrick was coming over, i have to remind myself that i love darby, he's the one for me, this whole thing with his dad was just the universe trying to lead him to me. but god patrick is hot. oh man his hands, the things he can do with those han- sorry. right darby, i love darby, and he looks so cute with his little bald head. tonight with patrick there would be no touching.
-ding dong-
the doorbell rang
ughh how i dreaded to answer
patrick: hey baby, i know you're not feeling the best, hopefully this will make you feel somewhat better
wow- thank you i said staring at a basket full of my favourite things
trying not to blush or let my feelings take over i quickly pushed him in and closed the door behind him, we sat on the couch and began to talk
um so what exactly are you doing here? i said
patrick: well you said you were having a bad night, i'd figured we could just hang out, or we could you know *looking me up and down*
patrick- i said cutting him off. i'm sorry but, i love you, i will always love you and you are the best thing that has EVER happened to me, but this *i said pointing at him and then back at me* can't happen, i can't put darby through it, right now we are doing this for me and darby, it's not some secretive twisted love story, i can't do this, it kills me, i love you and i'd do anything to be with you but i can't i just can't hurt darby this way, i'm sorry patrick.
after i said it i fell into his arms crying
patrick: ally-
no patrick- i can't do this i can't hurt you this way, i just want to be with you, but i need to be with darby. i can't go through this anymore, i should just-
patrick: just what?
die! no one would care anyways, darby is too sick to be able to do anything. you- you have a sick son and a wife who cares about you, and sullivan and talula.
patrick go be with them. i can't be this person.
i got up and wiped my tears, i ran upstairs and began packing my bags, patrick followed me, begging me to stay and be with him, trying every possible way to show me he would care if i faded away. it wasn't enough, i wasn't enough.
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Twisted love
Fanfiction! PATRICK DEMPSEY FANFIC ! Ally Stevenson is a model, originally from Seattle, currently living in LA. while on a break from her job, she decides to look for love, what she finds is certainly that, with a huge twist. PATRICKS ENTRANCE IS LATER IN TH...
