Can't be Cured (R6S X Male Reader)

Chapter 15: Ready for War

"If I ever tell you about my past, it's never because I want you to feel sorry for me. But so you can understand why I am who I am."
-Unknown

Dokkaebi: How could you, tell me Em. Did you only get with Y/n because of the masks?

Her eyes landed at the floor, she dug her nails into her arm scrambling for something to say. Em couldn't bring herself to look either of us in the eyes, but she did manage to speak but only in a quiet and cracking voice.

Twitch: I. . . well. . . At first yes.

I kept my cool, my heart started to slow which brought back my sense of reason. I looked at the wound and dry blood on her lip, even though she betrayed me, I couldn't help but feel some guilt over my actions.

Dokkaebi: Go on.

Twitch: I was angry with him at first, I was ordered to gain his affection. After he saved me I felt something for him, and everything we have together is real, and I know you may hate me but I. . . I love you Y/n.

I smirked, I was in such disbelief and unyielding grief, I felt as if I could barley manage my emotions.

Fiend: You have a funny way of showing love.

She touched her lip seeing a small bit of blood on her fingers, she looked up to me with narrowed eyes.

Twitch: I guess you do too.

Grace shot her head to look me in the eyes, she was concerned and most likely frightened.

Dokkaebi: You did that?

I was silent for a second, then I nodded my head. Grace looked back to Em and kneeled beside her, Em was confused and so was I. 

Twitch: What are you doing?

Grace turned Em's head and examined the cut.

Dokkaebi: Seeing if you need stitches, and by the looks of it you won't. 

Grace stood up.

Dokkaebi: We're not gonna get to talk alone when we get back, so we're talking about this now. How long have you been working for the masks? And why did they want you to gain Y/n's affection?

Twitch: The GIGN have been giving them information for about five months, we all received a call to report back to HQ. They threatened us and told us they'd kill our families if we resisted, so we started to leak them information. I don't know for sure what their motives are, but I'd imagine they want to recreate the Chimera virus. I don't see any other reason why they'd want him, and I know it won't mean anything but I'm sorry. I fucked up, I really love you and I know I fucked it up. Please if there's anything I can do, please tell me.

I was silent, or rather thinking of what to say. I was angry at her, I felt betrayed. But I had my own guilt, I hit her. She was being blackmailed and threatened into working with terrorists, she loves me and was forced to betray me. And I broke her lip open, it doesn't really matter if I did it on purpose or not, I did what I did. 

Dokkaebi: There is nothing you can do right now, you'll be lucky if they don't lock you away on treason and terrorism charges.

Twitch: I know that, I know I'll have to pay for what I've done.

Fiend: Do you what to know what you can do?

Twitch: Yes, of course. Anything!

Fiend: Tell me if you are ok?

Twitch: I'm. . . Wha, what? You want to know if I'm. . . ok?

Fiend: Yes, you've been through a lot recently. Are you ok?