𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐄𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮 || 𝐋𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕧𝕖

           Entering back into the amenity of my cabin, I see that Percy is already asleep. I suppose I can't blame him, considering he trained and worked all day while all I did was sneak off. I'm sure he noticed, I'll think of an excuse tomorrow morning, I can always say I had heat stroke. I'm feeling ecstatic since Luke and I's call ended, although I'm disappointed he didn't give me as much of his attention as I had hoped,  I have to remember that he's busy. There's a reason he hadn't visited and at this point I feel I'm just being annoying towards him.  This is all I can think of as I change clothes and lay in my bottom bunk, listening to Percy's light snores. I understand I need to give him space and shouldn't be so clingy, but there's this small voice in the back of my head that wonders if  he'd even reach out first if I didn't, I've been making all the first moves lately and that slightly worries me. I can't contemplate  on this now, I have an eventful day ahead of me,  I can't let me overthinking ruin this relationship I've called my second home for the past year.  Luke and I still love each other very much, that should be what matters most to me at the moment. Not only that, but he said he'd visit soon, right? That's the hope anyways, I hope he makes it a reality soon. I long to be held in his arms, even for a few moments, feeling his strong arms around my waist, his chest rising with every breath he takes, breathing in his ambrosial scent, though most of all I miss his deep, throaty voice, the way he would tell me everything would be ok and we will be together one day. It is Luke I hear within my head as I drift into a deep sleep. 

A/N Hey everyone ! My apologies for not updating sooner, college is a bitch lol. Let me know how this chapter made you feel? Thank you all for the countless support over these past few years. Love you all ! <3