What IF || DahyunXJimin (Dahmin ff)

12. 30th Birthday

Dahyun's POV

Happy 30th birthday, honey

Is it really my 30th birthday?

But before I could function, Jimin dragged me into a romantic setup.

Our kitchen is full of rose petals and lighted candles.

There are two Champagnes on the center of the table.
And a vinyl is playing romantic songs.

I started getting teary for I didn't expect any of this.

He quickly laughed and hugged me. He kissed my forehead and wiped my tears.

We sat on the chair while Minhyun is sitting on my lap.

We eat a lot and had fun.

Minhyun fell asleep on my arms so I decided to place him on his crib.

I went back to Jimin and hugged him.

"I don't deserve this." I said.

He hugged me tighter
"You do. You deserve all of these. Happy birthday. I love you!" He said.

Being with him is like being in heaven.

He's my safe Haven

He's my everything, along with our son.

I can't imagine a life without them.

I know 24hours will be ending soon.

But being with them is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.

It was just hours ago when I was still contemplating whether I would regret being in here.

But after everything, I don't think I could ever let go.

I know I won't have any regrets, but I know being separated with them would bring me great pain.

But what can I do, with love comes grieve.

You never really love someone if you don't feel any pain.

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything is the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

Julie London's rendition of 'End of The World' started playing.

I wonder If one day I wake up and find that all of these was just some twisted dreams. Where everything was back to normal. Where I am finally back to reality.

A reality without the love of my life.

Will I be able to endure the pain?

We swayed to the beat of the song.

I was getting emotional.

I don't know what's happening to me.

"Minhyun would start his first day of school later! I'm excited." Jimin said.

H-huh?

First day?

I looked back where I placed Minhyun and got shocked when I saw how big he got!

I looked at the time and it was almost 3 pm.

I widened my eyes as I realized, Minhyun is about 4-5 years old now.

I

can't move.

Everything's happening faster.

The faster the time goes on, the less time I would be spending with them......