Starting Over

17.

✨Hunter POV ✨

The car comes to a stop in my drive way I look over to Arabella who is now fast asleep with the same frown on her face. I don't know what I've done I thought we had worked everything out together in the club.

The weeks without her in my life were dull. For a tiny girl who I've not known long she sure took up a huge part of my heart and head.

I sigh as I open the door unbuckling her seatbelt and slowly lifting her into my arms. Arabella stirs with a kiss on her forehead she settles again. Once we are inside I head upstairs and lay her down on my bed.

I head to the bathroom go wash my face and brush my teeth when I come back out Arabella is sitting up dressed in the T-shirt and shorts I left out for her. I suppose it's a good sign that she isn't leaving tonight.

"Baby just tell me what's wrong"

I beg I see the frown form again. I feel like I have a moody toddler tonight as she ignores me and folds her clothes onto the chair.

"I really don't want to talk"

She tells me I sigh and run my hands through my hair. I feel stuck part of me wants to hold her tight tell her everything's going to be okay and the other part wants me to bend her over and spank her until she tells me what's going on. Silence fills the room as she slides under the covers turning her back to me. Just then my phone buzzes as I turn it over I see a text from Billy

*hey Kelseys drunk and said she met Arabella in the toilet. Not sure what's been said*

I curse under my breath. That's what's wrong that's why she's been in a mood since leaving the toilets

"Baby Billy just text said you met Kelsey tonight would you like to speak about it"

I ask her however I am met with a huge sob as she continues to hold back her tears.

"Hunter we are either in this together you and me and only us or I need to leave right now"

She says pulling herself to sit up as the tears stream my heart breaks as I see how upset she is and it's because of me yet again

"Arabella of course it's just me and you I promise. You can look through my phone, check security camera anything I promise I only want you"

✨Arabella pov✨

After my emotional break down in the bed Hunter has spent an hour reassuring me that Kelsey means nothing and that there is no other subs. I really do believe him but part of my brain continues to think what if I'm not good enough ? Will I ever be able to be a sub for him? I know he said he's happy with any relationship but deep down he needs a sub.

"Am I too emotional to be a sub"

I blurt out shock covers his face he shakes his head trying to hold back his laugh

"No baby you just have a big soft heart and that's perfectly okay. However you need to learn to communicate before letting it get this far. I have also told you that you don't need to be my sub"

I don't reply I just lay in his arms. A huge part of me really wants to be his submissive I want to be able to please him in all ways.