Friends with benefits

Chapter 23

Y/n pov:
"Let's go to my room" I say as we walk past ayiana

"So what's up" I say as i close the door behind me

"I lied" he says as if he's been holding it in for a long time

"Lied about what?" I ask confused

"He is good for you, he shouldn't be good for you though, but he is, and i hate that" he rambled

"Mattia relax, what are you talking about?" I ask again

"I'll fix the problem I'll be the one, I'll stop with hook ups I'll do what ever it takes but i need it to be me" he continues to ramble

"Mattia..." i start

"I will, I swear I will, please just let me show you" he continues

"Mattia." I say again

"I swear" he continues

"MATTIA" I shout so he can shut up

"What?" He says

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I ask a little annoyed at this point

"I WANT YOU" he lets out

"I want all of you to be mine, my girlfriend, my BESTFRIEND, my everything because i love you" he says as I freeze

"Mattia i-" I start

"Please y/n, I'll be better, I'll treat you right, just please give me a chance" he says

"Mattia your selfish" I say

"Selfish? For wanting to be with you???" He exclaims

"No mattia, not for wanting to be with me, for waiting so long, for telling me all this when I have a boyfriend" I snap at him

"You are just like jenna" he says with a tear in his eye

"What did you just say?" I ask

"You heard me damn right, your a cold and selfish bitch that used me" Mattia say

"ME?!? Use you" I shout

"Yes you did you fucked me when it was convenient to you" he says

"I was trying to help you get over your toxic ex girlfriend but guess what? it didn't work well enough cause you went running back to her." I say frowning

"That's because you starting being a whore and go out with other guys" he says

"We weren't EXCLUSIVE" I yell

"Cause your a slut" Mattia says

"Get out" I say pointing to the door

"What?" He asks

"GET OUT MATTIA" I shout at him as I open my room door

"Fine don't come running to me when Mariano breaks your heart cause I gave you a chance" he says

"Mattia Polibio get out of my room and don't ever speak to me" I snap at him.

He walks out my door and ayiana walks in. She says nothing and just hugs me. I start to breakdown and she just hugs me tighter

"It's ok" she says trying to calm me down

"Ayiana what happened to us?" I say sobbing

"Love happened" she says still hugging me

"Want me to cancel on the girls?" She asks

"No i need a distraction" I say

"You sure, I can cancel and we can order in food and watch a movie" she says

"No i really wanna go out" i say

"Ok then wipe them tears off your face and let's go" she says smiling

We get to the mall and we meet up with the girls. We head to a few stores and we finally get something to eat. We bump into the boys.

"Hey babe" mar says coming up to me

"Hi" I say kissing him on the lips

"What are you guys doing at the mall?" I ask him

"Well i was bowling with some of my football teammates and we say mattia and his friends but mattia left" he says

I look back at ayiana with a frown and she shakes her head.

"Oh I see" I say turning back around smiling

"Well i would love to hang out with you babe but it's a girls day soo" I say walking away

Mariano pulls me back and kisses me.

"Ok bye beautiful" He says as he lets me go.

I blush and all the girls are hyping me up.

After a few hours of shopping we start getting ready to go home. Ayiana and I put our bags in the trunk and we get in the car.

"So you wanna talk?" She asks

"No, you know everything, you heard him, I am a slut to him" I say frowning

"Hey why don't you just focus on Mariano, it seems like you guys have a promising future" she says as I start the car.

"Yea your right but how am I supposed to ignore mattia? He's in my class and he's in my friend group?" I ask her as we drive

"Why don't you spend time with mar for a little, like hang with his friends?" She says

"Yea I guess I'll try that" I say with a straight face