Chapter 2 [#3]

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“But he made some bad decisions while in the university, which came back to haunt him” He continued. “He joined the NA. I tried warning him six years ago but he didn’t listen, he did what he did trying to build a future for you.”

“What is NA?” I asked, this time I was a bit scared

“It's a cult group your father joined before you were born” Mr. Martin began to whisper. “I don’t mean to scare you, but I think you need to know this now.”

“Dad would never join a cult” I said sharply, starting to tear up a bit.

“I knew you wouldn’t be able to believe it,” He said calmly. “That was why I decided to bring these files with me”

I stared at the files through the transparent glassy tears that filled my eyes. One of the files had the letters ‘NA’ written in bold at the top and underneath it, a list of names. The seventh was dad, circled with a red marker. I covered my eyes in disbelief.

“It can’t be dad, maybe it’s a mistake… dad can’t do that.” My thoughts were cut short when I remembered the gun dad had given me before he was shot. It all made sense now and at the same time, it didn’t.

Dad was just a mere carpenter and had never been arrested and mum wouldn’t have accepted it. But if it were true, then dad was the cause of mum’s death and the reason I became an orphan. I couldn’t hold myself anymore. As the first tear came down, others followed rushing down my face like a flowing river.

“I can help you,” He said calmly. “In a few days, I might be able to find foster parents who would be happy to take you in. I can get you a new home. Your father was my greatest friend, he assisted me in times when I needed it the most and I owe him one. I promise you. As long as I am alive, I’ll make sure you’re happy”

Still sobbing, I had to make the decision whether to live in a house with strangers who do knew nothing about me and will always remember that I am not truly their son or continue living in this nightmare.

Making the final decision was tough, with both options having little benefits. I couldn’t think straight or make any decision at that point after what I had just seen and heard. Even Mr. Martin knew that, so gave me some time to rest and think about it more.

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