Unanswered Emotions

His life

 Ishita came out of the thoughts when her alarm rung. she saw the time and called mummyji to send Adi over to her after he comes from the college. she knew she did mistake by leaving him behind. she is proud of what he became as a human. but deep she feared to think that he lost his childhood because of her. he loved her the same to today. He took steps and showed her how much he loved her. now she want to show him how important he is to her and also that he is still an youngster and can enjoy life without the thinking about the burdens at his home.

Adi loved his family after he got one. He loved his papa. he even loved his mumma. he understood everyone has their way of showing love and his mumma just overstepped the thin line between the transition zone of loving him and her life. but in the end she loved her and that's what he wanted to look at. but the major part of his heart was given to love, respect, adore the lady who became his mother in every respect, legally and emotionally. he loved Ishita more than anyone. She was not just his mother, his friend, his team mate, mentor and everything. After the camera debacle Ishita pulled out on him, he was angry. but she came to him and asked forgiveness and explained that how she was worries given his upbringing till then. he saw truth in those fears. he felt the honesty in her confession and from then he became so close to Ishita. he talked about his crushes to her, she gave him solo treats when they would sneak out to have a road side Pau-baji. they were so happy. even during the act of her death when she acted as Shanaya, she explained it to him everything once he came from the camp. to be frank, he did not like the act but he was happy to know that she is at least alive with him. but that turned out to be a dream for he came to know the death of his mother and sister. his father was mourning in his room when he came back and the new born sister in hospital with shagun mumma. no one said anything to him except the bad news. he was shaken up and did not know what was happening around. then Bala periyappa saw him and took him to their house. Vandita Periyamma and periyappa though stricken by the grief, took him in and care, explained what all happened and let him cry. he cried so much that day. next morning, when he was sitting on the bed, periyamma and periyappa had come to discuss my future. I was in 10th standard then. they asked me to cope up with the loss and see the brighter side. i have papa and a younger sister too and my mumma (Ishima, Adi called Ishita mumma as he felt Ishima doesn't sound nearer to him.) will always there with me. that year was tough on me given the conditions in the house. the continuous fights between Iyyers and Bhallas. Papa trying to cope up the loss of two ladies whom he loved the most and trying to balance me and Pihu along with the family. As everyone anticipated, he did not turn bitter this time. he had been the same papa for us. though laughed little bit less. he surely missed mumma when being with us just like me. but he remembered how mumma used to push him to love ruhi. he did not have her to say that again to him. but he learned to remember her words. he did not want Pihu to grow up without knowing mumma. but he is not strong enough to see her photos in the house. so he locked up everything belonging to her in store room. except for the photo on Pihu's side table.

When Adi saw Ishita in hospital he was elated. but did got hurt that she knowingly stayed away from him. but the urge to feel her warmth of her love overpowered his anger towards her. he was happy to have her back as his mumma but some where she doubted whether she loved him the way he loved her. the doubt didn't leave him till now and that was the reason he is keeping himself a bit distanced from her. with Ruhi's news and her refusal to come back home, he isn't able to concentrate on the studies. he knew his parents went over ot talk with the judge. so he was restless and came back from the college a bit earlier.

he just entered the house when his dadi ma was talking in phone. he was about to enter the kitchen to pick up water, his dadi ma said that his mother asked her to send him to her