Chapter 4

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Heeseung POV

I could smell her before I could see her. The subtle but all too familiar stench of  Chanel and cigarette smoke.  I took a deep breath breath before turning around and there she was. Dressed in a faux fur dress and YSL heels. Her ruby red lips turning into a vile smile.

"Wowwww. Look at my two beautiful sons, all grown up now eh?" she spoke, looking at me and my hyung with her beady eyes.

Once I returned to the dorms from the airport  I immediately showered, hoping to wash away any remenants of her. I knew pretending she didn't exist was no longer and option. But that didn't stop me from scrubbing my skin raw till it left no trace.  Once I finished I threw on a tank top and shorts and walked out the bathroom.

"Hyung, why if your skin so red... " Sunnoo began but Jay hushed him

Shutting my bedroom door I slid to the floor, hands tangled in my hair. I tried my best to keep from shaking. I tried my best holding back the tears. But one by one, the shards of my demeanor crumpled. Until I was a sobbing mess on the floor. Her words still echoing through my brain.

"They never loved you." 

"If they loved you why would they leave?"

"You'll never be enough. Thats why. "

"Someone like you doesn't deserve someone like her."


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"-and lastly you have a meeting with the photographer at 2." Manager Kang finished.

"Wow, did our hyung finally pic a photographer? The staff were saying he was being difficult" Jungwon teased.

"Yah!" I turned around to face the 3 of them "at least this was my first time. You three are the most difficult when making your freestyle videos!"

Nikki, Jungwon, and Jay were a dance sub-unit that had been formed about a year ago.  Not only do they post dance covers but even tutorials of old dances and seek peaks of some upcoming moves we might use in our future choreography. Of course, I used to be on it but had to take a break for my album. Since I left though, they have officially become the most difficult group to work with according to staff. 

"Hyungggg thats not even me tho its mostly Jay Hyung." Nikki pouted

"Me?!? Wha- as if!" Jay scoffs

" Says the one who needs to drink honey before we make a video" Jungwon chimes in

"Mr.I Cannot Pick a Hairstyle  I know you aren't talking!" Jay retorts 

"At least I don't go through 10 outfits like some people" Jungwon looks over at Nikki.

I laughed as the boys continued to bicker. It was silly moments like this when I especially loved my brothers. Enhyphen. 

I said my goodbyes to the boys as I entered the meeting room, ready to meet the new photographer who so intrigued me. Calling her work beautiful was an overstatement. Skills wise it was average at best. Better than a passport photographer, but not nearly as good as Vogue photographers. Nevertheless for some reason I felt drawn to her work. When I saw her pictures, it made me feel something. Something like....home. And that was much more than any of the other photos in the world could do. So of course my heart was longing to see the face behind the lens. 

I grabbed the door handle, anticipation filling my body. But as soon as I pushed it open I saw a sight I never thought id see again. That figure...

her. 

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[A/N: Wow okay It has been a while. School is not ittttt rn :( But on the bright side I finally passed an AP US History exam!!!! 🥳 Also sorry this was super short. Im writing another chapter rn so I'll probably release them @ the same time. Hope y'all r doing well!!! Enjoy. ]




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