The Lab Where Remy13 Began

Phase 6 , Loneliness Set's In. Part 6

Phase 6 , Loneliness Set's In.

Feb 16, 2016

Remy sat in her flat listening to some music looking around feeling more lost than she ever had before, unable to remember anything but the lab she had spent 10 years in then nothing. The last 6 yrs had begun to feel like a distant nightmare that plagued her wake time, she couldn't shake the loneliness she had begun to feel inside, with none of her kind around and not being able to remember anything of them, what they were like , how they looked or anything, it was all blank. A heavy sigh passed her lips as her silver eyes closed and sapphire liquid ran down her cheeks landing in her lap forming perfect tear shaped solid sapphires, Remy, picked one up looking at it thinking to herself "Nothing here cries like this. I don't belong here but I don't know where I'm from or if it even exists anymore." With that Remy pulled her legs up beneath her chin wrapping her arms tightly around them burying her face in her knees.

So much time had passed where she had spent it in tears nothing making any sense what so ever, and nothing made her feel any differently or less lonely. Which now was swallowing her alive, the pain all to real inside herself as she lifted her head looking around her flat, nothing seemed to belong anymore. She felt so out of place here and everywhere she went of late made this even more real to her and she longed to remember where she was from and who she was, but nothing no matter how hard she said helped, and her sleep when she slept was only plagued by nightmares of things she couldn't recall but left her shaking on her bed clinging to the covers and screaming out in her sleep waking herself.

Remy was so lost and everyone she had met thus far left her feeling even more alone cause she was misunderstood at best, would she ever find somewhere that she belonged or for that matter anyone that truly understood her? So many things was running through her mind as the loneliness consumed her and left her wondering if she would ever find peace among the chaos in her mind....

My apologies for a short chapter. =) Hope you enjoy.