Falling for you

Chapter 16

Pooja pov :

We stayed there like sometime no one tried to move away from each other but reality will always hurt us.

Suddenly I remembered my bitter reality. I pulled back from him, Rishi looked at me confusingly.

I put my hands on his chest making some distance between us. "What happen" he asked me looking at me confusingly.

I back away my steps he looked at me confusingly "you forgot" I whispered tears are formed in my eyes.

Rishi still looked at me confusingly "what I forgot Pooja" he asked me coming towards me to touch my hand but I took it away.

"How could you Rishi" I asked him "how could you—-come closer to me" I asked him my voice broken.

"What is in that Pooja why shouldn't I come closer to you" he asked me held my arms and pulled me to him.

"Why I can't come closer to you" he asked me I sense anger in his voice moreover hurt was in his voice.

"You can't come closer to me" I yelled at him try to free myself from him but he tightened his hold on my arms.

"Why" he asked me pulling me more into him that his breath fell on my face our bodies are so close that I can feel every muscle of his body against mine.

"Why" he asked me our faces are so close that if we move an inch our lips will touch. I try to push him but he didn't let me move.

"Why are you pushing me away" he asked me hurt was visible in his eyes "nothing" i said avoiding eye contact with him "no there is something" he said pulling me more to him.

Don't come closer to me Rishi!! I can't hold my tears when you front of me remaining what we are and what we can't!!!

"These eyes" he said pointing my eyes "these beautiful eyes hiding something" he said "nothing" I said.

"No there is" he said I tried to turn away but Rishi held me tightly.

"Why are you running away from me Pooja" he asked me I lowered my eyes "did I do something wrong" he asked me I shook my head negatively.

"Then why is your eyes always show pain in front of me" he asked me without my constant a tear slipped from my eye.

"Why" he asked me I tried to free from his grip but he held me with so firmly "am I not good friend enough to share your pain with me" he asked me.

I closed my eyes tightly tears are rolling on my cheek now I can't control them.

You are the reason why I am crying now Rishi!

Loving you was make me cry, I can't express my love to you this is make me cry!!!

I want to yell all of this but can't I know if I told him about this he will never ever see my face.

I took all my strength and pushed him lightly. I wiped my tears. Rishi was looking at me with shocked expression.

"I don't have any pain Rishi" I said not looking at his eyes "no you have" he said coming closer to me and held my waist tightly pulled me to him.

"I don't" I shouted "then why are you not looking into my eyes while saying this" he also shouted.

"Why are you saying that I can't come closer to you" he shouted making me flinch.

"You are avoiding me Pooja, from that day I got accident you start avoiding me and the day you didn't even come to see me, the other day we went outside from that day you stopped behaving how you used to be around me" he shouted.