Can't take my eyes off of you (august alsina love story )

Wading

Picture me rolling
Out in the open, baby I know
That you would notice
You have been hoping I wouldn't go

Should I be wading?
Should I be wading for you?
Don't keep me waiting
I will turn blue

Picture me rolling
Out in the open
With some other man I know
That you would notice
And you were hoping
Feelings wouldn't start to grow

All of the wading
All I was, wading
Wading for you
I have been waiting
I will be waiting
Till I turn blue

I am not perfect
I would never let
You think I was more than this
As good as it gets

I'll have one regret
You're something I cannot miss
I will be wading

I will be wading
For you

{Knock on the door}

I kept My eyes closed letting a tear fall

" I'm Sorry micah" I heard august say over the intercom in the studio

I look up and see him sitting on the turn table

I shake my head

"You are such a liar" I cried

"How" he asked

"You told me you'll never hurt me" I cried

"I didn't." Be says

"Yes you did Ja! You slept with my cousin In my bed! And got her pregnant!" I yelled at august?

"What?" He asked

"Just go you hurt me more than that anyways" I say shooing him

"How, I didn't know you was pregnant" he pleads

"So you jus thought I was just bickering ?" I say

"Yea"

"And you wanted to end it like that huh?" I asked

.......

"Wow! Real cute aug" I say slightly smiling even Tho it wasn't nothing funny

"I didn't. I was just frustrated"

"I wouldn't yell on purpose" I say sadly

"I know baby" he stands up

"You hurt our feelings, it's like you don't even want us" I say touching my stomach

"Of course I do" he said walking in The booth

"Your not acting like it" I say crying

He pulled Me into a hug

August POV

I didn't want to make her feel bad, I was just frustrated and I don't know how to express it. it was weird to have Micah yelling all the time and being needy. I didn't think she would be pregnant. but I would love a baby with her. I think we're ready and I love her and she loves me so that's  all that matters in the long run. I just gotta get her to forgive me.

"Don't cry mama, I hate to see you cry. your too beautiful and I love you too much for you to cry" I say kissing her face

"Really?" She sniffles

"Really Micah" I say kissing her nose

"So your happy were having a baby?" She asked

"I'm very happy" I say
smiling touching her flat stomach

"I am too" she cheeses

"Your always wanted to be a mom huh?" I asked

She nodded "yes, that's all I've ever wanted besides you" she says smiling really hard

"We can talk about the baby later but we should go lay down" I say

"We should" she says grabbing my hand walking out the booth

She picks up her notebook and saved the music and walks to our room.

She gets in bed and snuggles up to me

"So what was that song about?" I asked

"You" she says

"Well I'll listen to the full thing to see if it's an insult" I say

"It is not one" she smiles

"Let's hope for your sake" I say

"Yea right" she laughs

"Don't laugh this aint funny baby, you gone get yo sh!t rocked watch" I say assuring her

"So you gone hit me" she asked turning to me raising her eyebrow

"Never baby" I say smiling

"Then you better stop talking all that messiness then" she smirked

" Alright you got it ma" I say smiling

"So when did you find out?" I asked

"This morning" she say

"I went to the doctor because I didn't feel well and he told me I was pregnant and I came straight to you" she says smiling

I smile

"I was so happy august. it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't believe it! I'm so excited I love him or her sooo much it's crazy!!!! I love them More then I love myself, more than anything! I cant even describe how I feel about this blessing."she smiled

"And I messed it up didn't i?" I asked

She shifted and sighed

"You didn't mess it up......" She trailed

"Then what" I asked starting to feel bad again

"I wanted you to jump and kiss me and tell me that you loved me and that you were excited and that you are happy but instead I over hear you talking about breaking up with me. It broke my heart. I love you more than anything. I never loved anyone more than you and that crushed me harder than jacquees ever did. and you hardly sAid anything. That how much I love you.i thought I was gonna be a single parent for a quick second. but then again it's probably these mood swings" she laughs it off

"Mama. I never intended to hurt you. I honestly don't know what I was thinking . I was frustrated that you were acting the way you were. I didn't know how to handle that "

" you were so quick to give up on me ..why?" She asked

" I was talking shit Micah . straight shit. Nigga talk. It wasn't deep at all. I was just mad. Babe I love YOU I don't wanna be with nobody but you. I happy asf that you are pregnant with my child. I never thought I would want a child but with you I want everything . I'm super sorry I'll do anything." I say

" babe since we are getting married . I don't want a wedding anymore . I don't wanna be pregnant on a honey Moon. Let's just go to the court" she says

" micah I know I said some fuxked up shit but you don't have to change your dream wedding cuz of that. "

" that's not it at all. I want our child at our wedding babe. I wouldn't feel right. Can you do that for me ? "

" you have your whole book. You have the whole thing planned for gods sake . we can do it before you start to show" he suggest

" I don't want it like that . and like you said I have the book I can use it later.it wont change the way I feel about you or our bond right ?" She questioned

I broke her trust. I know I did

" nothing could " I promised

" alright babe" she said turning from me and snuggling into her pillow

I didn't want to push it so I just turned off the light and snuggled  next to her.

" good night love. I love you more than anything " I say

" good night babe.I love you much more" she sings

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