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Seal

I woke up with a headache and started rubbing my eyes. It felt like someone was driving a screw driver into my head. I sat up and started channeling Chi to my head to speed up my recovery.

A half hour later I opened my eyes and sighed
" Well this didn't go as I expected" I tiredly muttered. I decided to go get some rest and figure out what I am going to do.

I shrunk the sword and put it in my pocket. I got up and stretched and then opened a portal straight to my hotel room and fell asleep right away.

The next morning I woke up and I started meditating. I started to think about all that happened yesterday and how I felt about it.

It was the first time I ever killed someone. It was a strange experience. It felt too easy too. All it took was for one stab in the right place and someone died. It really sets in how fragile people really are and how easily someone could get hurt.

Logically I knew that Fisk had to go and he was guilty too. Was it wrong of me to play judge, jury and executioner. Maybe it was or maybe it wasn't it doesn't really matter.

I am not going to go around and kill everybody I deem as evil. Fisk was in my way and I just removed him. He was evil and hurt and killed a lot of people. He was guilty I made sure that he was, when I read his mind.

He couldn't be reformed and most importantly he was too dangerous to be left running around. Not dangerous to me personally , but dangerous all the same.

It didn't feel good to kill in fact the act itself made me feel uncomfortable and anxious. I don't feel bad about killing fisk I just feel bad about killing someone in general.

I decided to ponder more about what happened and reached the conclusion that I have to atleast have some sort of code or self made rule, so I can keep myself in check.

I don't want to turn into a monster. I decided that if I kill again. Those I kill must have certain qualities. First of all they must be irredeemably evil. Secondly they have to be my enemy or they are in the way of my goals. Thirdly them being dead is beneficial to the rest of humanity. I would sleep a lot better at night knowing that those people aren't able to hurt anyone again.

I then start thinking about the sword spirit. That came out of left field, so bad that it took me off guard. Normally I wouldn't be this flustered and the whole thing left a bad taste in my mouth. I found out what skill I got.

Apparently I am now capable of parallel thought. I don't know how that is related to fisk, but that's apparently what I got. It's certainly a useful skill to have and it is convenient as it can help me be a better sorcerer, but it all seems kind of fishy. Fisk was a normal base human. Why would I get this ability and, it's too convenient.

Also that sword spirit was really strange. The Ancient One never mentioned anything about it having a spirit. I also don't like the idea that I was helpless against it inside my own mindscape. I also found it strange that I stopped when he told me too. I was definitely going to activate my mental defenses, but for some reason I changed my mind.

I decide to go pay a visit to the Ancient One and ask her about this sword. If it's what I really think it is then I will need her help.

I opened a portal to Kamar-taj and then arrived in front of the Ancient One's room. I stretched my hand to knock, but then the door suddenly opens.

I find an apprentice holding the door open, he says " Come in please the Ancient One will be with you in a moment" he then let's me in and proceeds to walkout and closes the door behind him.

I walk in and find the Ancient One constructing some sort of spell formula in the air. She didn't acknowledge me, when I walked in, so I waited for her until she finished . A few minutes pass, until she finishes and then she turns to me and says " I'm sorry to keep you waiting. I was just adding in some wards to my chamber "