Chapter 8

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We went karting after the game last night. It was fun. Jennifer beat me, of course. I'm not really that competitive. When we finally came around home, Nolan was waiting outside of his house. He smirked as he saw me step out of Jennifer's truck. I just stared at him with no emotion. I didn't want any problems.
"Well I'll talk to you tomorrow?" Jennifer asked.
"Sure"
She smiled and hugged me really quick. She walked into her house, ignoring Nolan's presence. Nolan eyed me. He had a smirk. He watched Jennifer walk in her house. When she was fully in his eyes went right back to me. He smirked again.
"Why hello there Beaver" I stared at him.
"Let me just tell you something.." ,Nolan started again, "Ima fuck your girl beaver"
He laughed then smirk.
"See you later beaver"
He walked into his house.
She's my friend. Whatever I'm too tired for any of this. I began walking to my house. I looked for keys in my pocket and opened the door slowly. I didn't want to make any sound. Once I was fully in my house, I shut the door slowly. I walked cautiously. I stared at the living room once I past it. My legs stopped right when the view of the living room was about to disappear. I stared at the piano in confusion. I started to walk towards it. I sat on the cushioned bench and stared some more. Little rain drops started to hit the window. My eyes were still on the keys of the piano.

(Flashback)

"Justin come over" My mom smiled.
I slowly walked over to her. She patted the piano bench. I sat. She smiled at me.
"Let me show you something"
She played a nice piano tune.
The sound was pretty. I smiled.
"I'm going to teach you this. I know it seems a little advance for a 8 year-old who has never played a piano, but I think you can do it"
She showed me the keys to push. Then, she showed me when to push them.
"There you go Justin I'm proud of you" Her smile was big and bright. She kissed my forehead.

(End of flashback)

My fingers tapped the keys. The way my mom showed me. The sound was beautiful. Too beautiful.
Then, I stopped playing. I heard something. I looked around, confused. I quickly got up and walked up the stairs slowly. I opened the door to my room and was greeted by my only best friend, Blu. I smiled.
"What's up buddy I missed you" I kissed his head. He licked my face. I walked over to my bed and sat. I stared out my window, getting lost in the view.

Dear Diary

Smiling was a cover up for everything. I don't smile much, only around some people. Maybe a change will be good for me. A big change. Life is just beating on me every single day.
Until next time, diary.

I put the book away and fell into a deep sleep.

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The wind blew in my hair. I stared ahead at the beautiful view. Gray cloudy skies, mountains, Beautiful field filled with flowers, a river stream. I walked to the river. I looked down at the water. My face was staring right back at me. Suddenly, it started to rain. I smiled. I love the rain. The raindrops hit my hair continuously.
"Hey"
I turned around. No one was to be found. Who said that?
"Over here"
I looked to my sides. No one.
"No silly. I'm over here. On the mountains."
I smiled at the beautiful blond girl ahead. She smiled and waved.
"Come"
She made a gesture for me to come. I walked to her. She bit her lip. I furrowed my eyebrows. What?
I finally reached her and she giggled.
"Finally"
She walked slowly to me. Seductively. She looked at the ground smiling while biting her lip. I smiled back. Then she stared into my eyes, keeping a serious face. She wrapped her arms around my neck, still looking into my eyes. My eyebrows furrowed once more. My mind was clueless on what was happening. I had no emotion on my face, I only stared back.
"Justin, baby" she whispered. She grabbed my hand and slowly pushed it up her body. My heartbeat was accelerating.
"W-what are you doing?" I managed to let out, but in a whisper.
"What you want."
She stopped my hand. Her face moved closer to mine. I could feel her breaths hit my skin. Her hand traveled under my shirt slowly. Soon, they were on my belt buckle.
Her thumb was holding the belt buckle from inside. She smiled at me. Her hand started to move into my pants. My eyebrows were still furrowed. Her hand stopped right before she was about to touch anything.
Her mouth went next to my ear.
"Wake up, baby"
"Huh?" I said lowly.
"Wake up"
She smiled and took her hands off of me. She handed me a note then walked away slowly and sexual-like.
I looked down at the note.

You're in the dark
And you're lost
In you're mind, you're screaming for help.

I looked back up. The girl. She was gone.
"Wake up" I heard a voice behind me whisper.

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My eyes opened. I was confused. What had just happened? I've never had a dream like that. A dream that was some kind of sexual. But, I don't remember much from it. Only when she had her hands on me. I turned to look at my digital clock. There was a note on top of it. I reached for the note.

You're in the dark
And you're lost
In you're mind, you're screaming for help.

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