I slowly walked into my dad's room. His boots were at the corner of the room.
"sweet" I picked one up and looked inside. Lots of twenties were piled onto eachother. I took 3 twenties.
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I was walking to the same place that I had walked to before. Soon I was there. I saw my guy.
"take that grin off your face boy" He had cold eyes and a straight face. He gave me his left hand and I gave him my right. He counted the money he received from my right hand and nodded. I walked away happier than ever.
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I walked up my street. I heard a dog bark and a feminine voice along with a male one. I couldn't quite make out the people so I ignored it.
"Aw you're gonna do me cold like that?" the boy spoke.
The girl giggled.
The fuck? Nolan and Jennifer? Anger filled my body.
I could see their figures from far, coming closer. I wanted to hide, since I had been ignoring Jennifer. I panicked as they were coming closer. There is really no where to hide. I put on my hood and looked down. Keep your cool, don't be too obvious.
"Justin?" Jennifer questioned.
"Sorry girl, you got the wrong guy" I changed my voice to a more southern Texas accent.
"No"
She stopped me from walking by putting her hand on my shoulder. We met eyes. Hers looked sad and had pity in them. I looked at Nolan, who was behind her. Then back at Jennifer. The air was silent. All that was to be heard was our breaths. I gave her the dirtiest look I could and pulled her hand off of me harshly. I don't need her fucking pity. My feet continued moving up the road. I could hear her and Nolan's whispers behind me.
"Bye" A kissing sound was made.
My heart froze. I was shocked. I can't believe this. Are they dating?
I bit my lip and shut my eyes as I walked up this road. A hand pulled my shoulder, once again.
"Just leave me alone" I whispered. When it left my lips I realized that it had sounded like I was crying.
"What happened?"
Jennifer's hand was still on my shoulder. My back still faced her. My hands rubbed my face. I walked once again.
"Justin"
"Look all I'm asking is that you leave me alone" My voice sounded shaky. I feel like crying. I felt betrayed.
"Why? What have I ever done to you?"
She won't ever leave me alone will she.
"Go to your boyfriend, Jennifer. You have better things to worry about. Please just go"
As I was walking I felt her following me.
I was hurt even more. I was hoping she would say she didn't have a boyfriend. Well she didn't, I guess they are dating. I was in front of my house and ready to walk in.
"Justin just talk to me" She begged. She grabbed my hand and pulled me into a hug. It wasn't really a hug. She was the only one with her arms wrapped around me. I heard her sniffle.
"Please"
Her fingers held onto my hoodie by pulling on it.
"No" I finally replied.
I pulled away. Once I did, she wrapped her arms around me again but even tighter. This was painful.
"Don't you have a boyfriend? Leave me alone"
"What makes you think that?"
"I'm not stupid, Jennifer. I heard you guys kissing"
I still had hope that they weren't dating but she didn't reply with a no, my hopes were crushed.
"Just talk to me. Please"
"Let go of me"
"What do you want from me?"
Suddenly everything went quiet for a long moment.
"I want you to leave me alone. Never talk to me again"
I attempted to push her away. Her grip surprised me.
"I can't do that, you know that"
"Why?"
She didn't reply.
I pushed her away finally. She let it happen and sat on the ground. She cried into her arms. I sighed. What do I do? I felt like crying myself. They do say that your problems come before anyone else. I tugged on her sweater. She didn't look up. I kneeled down and grabbed her. She hugged me. I stood up and held her legs as they were wrapped around me. She wasn't heavy at all. Should I walk to the beach? I always do, it shouldn't be a problem.
"Don't cry"
I sighed.
"What will make you stop?"
"Tell me stories" She whispered.
I hesitated.
"Well.."
"Please"
"There was a place that My mom and I would always go to. I loved it there. It was super fun."
"That's all?"
"I'm not telling you anything more"
"You still don't trust me? Is that it?"
"Well you are dating the guy who bullies me. And to top that we shouldn't even be this close, since you are dating"
I tried to drop her.
"please stop" she held onto me.
"What if Nolan sees this, Jennifer? That would cause him to bully me even more"
I could see the shores from where I was now. I continued to walk.
"You're going to the beach?"
"Yeah, where else?"
I was now on the sand. I attempted once more to let go of Jennifer. Her grip remained.
"Oh Jesus Christ will you just let go of me"
She gave me a weird look then finally released her grip.
"What the fuck happened to you?" I could see fire in her greenish-bluish eyes. I was shocked at her sudden change of attitude. I was found at a loss of words.
She pushed me.
"Huh?" she spoke a little higher.
No words left my mouth. I only stared at her.
"I did nothing to you, in fact all I was to you was good"
I stayed quiet.
"I saw you smoking the other day. Right over there", she pointed at the location I was at the other day,"You feel proud?"
My lips were still sealed. How do I reply?
"Oh I bet you feel fucking great don't you? I hope you do"
"No I don't" I managed to get out. I felt drousy. Everything turned blurry, I found it hard to breathe.
She chuckled. It wasn't a bright and happy chuckle she usually has. It was cold.
"I don't know about you anymore, Justin. Who have you become?" She had an angry look on her face.
"What were you even smoking?"
I'll never tell her that.
"Huh?" she pushed my shoulder.
"Leave me alone please" I whispered. It came out like a whine.
"please" I begged.
"Just stop" I was calm but on the inside my emotions were a mess.
"What were you smoking?"
"I love you Jennifer. Remember me" I hugged her and ran as fast as I could. I was heading to my house. I'm done. I can't do this anymore.
"Justin" I heard Jennifer's shouts and footsteps behind me.
I shut the front door of my house and locked it. I quickly went to my dad's room and searched his room. He had tons of pills in his cabinets. Jackpot. I opened the bottle and poured them into my mouth. Every single one of them. The after taste was horrible. I was already feeling out of it. I grabbed another bottle and did the same.
It's done. It's finally over with. I'm gone.
Jennifer:
I cried myself to sleep most nights nowadays. Everything sucked. Everything. I felt guilty. Really guilty. Justin was in the hospital. Who knows if he'll make it out alive? I mean, he downed two bottles filled with pills. I prayed for him everynight. He's been in a coma for a week.
A month later...
Justin woke up. I honestly believed that he wouldn't. It was a miracle. The doctors told me how miraculous this was and that they thought he wasn't going to make it. They also said he's very lucky to be alive. Right now, I was at the hospital. Waiting for an "okay" so I could go inside Justin's room.
I was glad to see a doctor coming my way.
"Ms. Daisy?"
"That's me"
"I'm very sorry, but Justin has declined your request to see him."
"Oh"
The doctor gave me a somewhat frown. He walked away. Justin is such a dick. I can't believe him. I searched for my keys in my purse. Once I found them, Oh I was out faster than a light bolt. Nolan leaned on my car.
"So?" He raised his brows.
"Remind me never to do anything for Justin"
He opened my car door and then jogged to the passenger seat.
"Woah what happened" He chuckled.
"He didn't want me in"
"Yikes.."
"Fuck him"
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I HOPE YALL LIKE THIS ONE I DID SO BAD ON THIS CHAPTER SORRY!!
BUT I kind of want to start an Austin Mahone fanfic
Yes? No? HELP
