Maze Of Memories

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by Bam_squared

by Bam_squared

From a monochrome world to a colorful one.

From bad times to good times.

From the past to the present.

Everything changes, there's no such thing as permanent in this world... even him.

Feeling stupefied, I was confused.
Negative feelings are building up inside me, confusion, sadness and maybe betrayal?

I could only ask why even if I don't know the answer.

That announcement, that he had left to a new country and saying it was for personal reasons.

I even went to his house, running with all my might and hoping that he's still here.

It was true, why did I had hope that he's still here?

It's because he didn't tell me, he didn't let me know.

He left me without knowing anything.

Why leave the next day?
Why leave me behind?
Why leave me like a fool?

I don't wanna be left alone in this dark world.

Then why did you show me the light?

Feeling helpless again, now I'm back home, I collapse on my bed with my head full of thoughts.

I only saw a glimpse of Ye Joon's face when I walk in my room. He sensed my mood and decided not to talk. I'm thankful he knows I need time to think things out.

My eyes caught his red jacket that I put on a hanger, just right there in front of my cabinet. I took it and sniff it too, his smell that I'm longing for is still there.

The days had gone back to black and white.

We used to walk together down this winding road.

All alone I'm feeling so cold, no matter where I look I couldn't find his warmth.

So many thoughts are inside of my head, I'm always drying these tears on my face.

But it kept filling my eyes.

Never wanted anything as much as you.

Now that you left me, my heart into bits, I'm stuck here in our maze of memories.