Enough dwelling in the past cause I need to grow up.
I know I gotta let go with no regrets, you're already gone.
Afraid to let you go but in my heart I know, got to move on I think it's time.
This is how big his impact was to me, although I lived those months with smiles.
Still can't just let it go and it ain't easy.
We moved to a new neighbourhood and a new environment. Ye joon and I were both lucky we can speak the language as it is spoken in our home before.
Here within the crowdy streets of South Korea we adjusted to the living, along with our mother.
Being me, I would still write stuff.
There's this thing Ye joon did, he secretly released my story about Jisung on the internet.
Not even knowing why, they loved it and some didn't too of course but on top of all, I was gratefull. All the praises and criticism means a lot. It could help me improve my skills.
And of course I did my little revenge on Ye joon but just a light one.
It gave me more motivation to achieve this dream.
Randomly, I look at the bright blue clear sky where strangely there were no clouds.
I sat under a tree, the cool breeze came by. Feeling relaxed and calm, I took out the pocketbook Jisung gave me. I've been using it, it's really handy. I aimlessly flip the pages until I notice a writing, randomly written somewhere.
You had me at hello.
He still hunts me.
Still can't help but to think though, how's he doing...
Does he eat right?
Does he sleep well?
Since I have no news of him, I don't know any more.
I wonder, are we back to strangers again?
Speaking of a stanger, this is very random but I suddenly recalled that stanger who's eating a cheesecame on the way home.
Yeah, I've seen him before I knew it.
I didn't seem to remeber, it just came in out of the blue.
As I was thinking, remembered I made a friend in such a weird situation. Adjusting with school is a little different. I can speak the language but it's a little akward for me. Some of my new classmates took interest in me and talked to me. It's alright, it's a good experience being able to converse with girls.
So there's this seat mate in class. He pretty much likes talking selcas... The thing is I got caught in one of the pictures. It ain't good cause it's a meme.. When he realised that he can't stop laughing, it's a tiny bit funny though. I got mixed feelings, I'm embarrassed, a little mad and I feel funny.
After that we actually gotten along with each other. It's been months but I still remember that. Right now, I feel like a part of the class. He pulls me in anyways. Well, I he's also a good person who keeps secrets very well.
The next song played, it was I'm yours this one holds too much nostalgia.
As I listen and reminiscent, I walk an aimless path, from a long day of school. I halt noticing a familiar figure. It looks like no other than Kim Seungmin, my close friend.
Looks like he and his friends are goibg seperate ways. I watch as he wave goodbye. As he was busy watching them walk away, I got caught looking. Those keen eyes of his...
Just like a puppy who found it's owner, he excitedly approach me.
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~ Don't mine me...I just love this puppy so much♡♡♡
