-- Bad day ? --
** Yeah **
-- You OK ? --
** No**
-- Can I help ? --
** No**
-- Do you need ...... --
** Just go away ..... sorry, I can't ....... sorry ......**
-- I understand --
He doesn't
He does
He just doesn't give in
Or give up
Even though he wants to.
-- I miss her too --
No reply.
He misses her too.
God, does he miss her.
His daughter
Their daughter.
His angel.
Does he believe in heaven ?
No, but he wishes he did.
If she's not there,
Then where is she ?
He can't, then.
It's only been two months.
Just tears, and then more tears.
Just grief, and then more grief.
Heart rending,
Mind numbing,
Soul destroying,
Gut wrenching,
Grief.
Three,
She was three.
Beautifully, adorably, three.
There can't be a God, he had decided.
Not one that he wanted anything to do with.
If he could do this to him,
To them.
To her.
Dinner
He cooked enough for two,
But he ate alone,
In silence.
Except, the sobbing.
The weekend
The usual
Dinner, no movie.
No sex,
Comfortable, vanilla, or otherwise.
Larry.
Fro, lips, tattoo's, ass.
Larry. Sex. Definitely not vanilla.
Stop. Stop this, now.
Why ?
He DOESN'T LOVE me !
I don't love HIM !
I need to leave,
But I can't.
Talk, we need to talk.
YOU ARE READING
THE EYES HAVE IT
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