THE EYES HAVE IT

8 -- LOVE VS. GUILT

Warning  --  bxb

Laurent was overwhelmed, 

Full.

Full of need, and lust, and desire.

This overwhelming, amazing

Feeling.

Visceral and real, 

Dizzying and heady, 

From his hair, currently being pulled, 

Hard, 

To his curling toes, 

Digging into soft sheets.

Filling every cell

Of his body.

His head thrown back, 

His legs wrapped tightly around

The slim waist, 

As the other's hips

Snapped into his.

Large, strong hands

Roaming, clamouring

at a smooth, sweaty back.

Soft moans and groans filled the air.

--  Larry ...... --

* Oh, my God, I've missed you *

--  I've missed you too  --

Sweet, but heated kisses, 

Slow, but deep thrusts.

Laurent turned his head, 

And thought of 

Peter.

Good God, why ?!

Now ? 

Seriously ?

A beautiful, young, virile

Caramel God

lies between your legs, 

Taking you to heaven, 

And you think of Peter ?

Guilt.

Guilt must be friends with 

Karma, 

Must be.

They cross paths often, 

And flirt with each other.

Karma visits when

Guilt loses his shit.

When Guilt 

Has nowhere to hide.

Laurent couldn't stop now if he tried.

He was close, 

Even though

Peter was in his head, 

And Larry was in his ass.

This isn't me, he thought, 

I don't want this

To be me.

A silent cry, 

A muffled roar, 

And Laurent's tears