𝐑𝗼𝐚𝐝 𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐩 𝐓𝗼 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭✰

Chapter Fifteen

TW//Suicide

Its the day after the wedding and two days till I have to travel to West Virginia. I really really dont want to do that. West Virginia is where she lives... And I truly dont ever want to see her. Gyro had already left separately in his own car for his shift at the hospital, so I decided to take my car and head over to Helanas farm and train for West Virginia's tournament.

I just trained all day, had an hour lunch break at noon and went back to training, Helena didnt want me to, but I wanted to win. I've been on a winning streak and I dont plan on losing, so I went back home at 8 and Gyro got home thirty minutes later with food

"Hey, afterwards I'm gonna take a bath okay?" I smiled as I ate the dinner. After I ate the dinner, I hugged Gyro from behind and went upstairs to get into the tub

"I-Im just gonna k-kill m-myself r-right here..." I stuttered as I got into the tub filled with water. I layed my head inside and drowning myself inside. I started to panic a little, but I let the water take over and win.

I ran out of breath and died there in my bathtub as music was playing. Its a playlist I got together of songs I usually listen to when I feel shitty.

GYROS POV
Its been twenty minutes since Johnny stepped into the bathtub. He usually takes fifteen minutes..What if he accidentally slept inside the tub

Thats not possible....Wait..Accidentally..Slept..Inside...A..Pool.....Of........Water........

"JOHNNY!" I screamed, running from my desk to the restroom to see his body laying in the water. His naked, unconscious body laying in the water as "505" by the Artic Monkeys played.

I raced to get some medical supplies from the kitchen and then carried his body out and placed it on a towel to do CPR.

"Please wake up, I dont want to lose you..." I started to sob. "You just got surgery after nearly breaking your lower back at a competition.."

I tried everything I could, but he..He was gone...

"911, yes. My husband, the pro Jockey Johnny Joestar-Zeppeli drowned himself in the bathtub. I was a former surgeon for my parents, and I tried everything to help but I believe hes dead.."

"We'll be over shortly, I'm sorry for your lost Mr. Zeppeli."

When I got him some clothes and put Johnny's dead body in some warm clothing, the ambulance arrived and I let them take him away to be cremated or whatever they do to dead bodies..

I was so heartbroken when I had to see my husbands corpse be dragged out like that.. I thought Id never have to witness what happens when someone commits suicide..Why...Why did he do this?!

What drove him to do this?!

As I walked to the couch and rested, one of the cats, Slow Dancer, hopped on and sat on my stomach as I sobbed.

"Breaking News, the Nations favorite Pro Jockey, Johnny Joestar has died to suicide via drowning. More update will come soon, as this was just announced" The news anchor said.

"Please...Johnny....Come back, please.." I sobbed as I left the couch to investigate more of the bathroom to see what he left behind..

Once I dug through, I saw a note that was in a bathroom cabinet with medicine. It was titled "A note as my final Goodbye."

I opened it up and Immediately started tearing up even though I didnt even read it yet

"Thank you for the wonderful memories we had together. I'm sorry we cant live the life you wanted to live with me, the trauma and stress got to me ya know? Keep my secret a secret okay? Dont ever blame yourself for my death, my father should be the one to blame, as well as Shyanne Mayfield, the one who raped me while you were away that one night.

I'm sorry I cant be there for our future child, name them Jude, okay? Its a gender neutral name I've always favored.

Stay strong, and take care of Slow Dancer and Valkyrie okay?

Johnny."

I couldnt hold in the tears, I was crying a fucking river....

The love of my life can never be brought back from the dead. Two days after the wedding.. I cant believe I didnt check up on him.

ONE WEEK LATER...

"We are gathered here at the New York Memorial service for Johnny Joestar-Zeppeli, a Nationwide famous Pro Jockey." The funeral host said

As the funeral went on, I was crying so much. The worst two weeks of my life. I shouldve saved him. I shouldve checked up on him..

I love you so much Johnny Joestar, no one that ive ever dated could compare to that bright personality you had....

I wish that you were still here...

Four hours after the funeral ended, I went to his gravestone after buying some roses to put on his grave

"I'll come by everyday, because like I said, I'd do anything to make you smile....Even if your not with me.." I sobbed. "Even get you justice for what that nurse did to you.."

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