Truth reveals eventually.

The Plan.

I look at him angrily, "Then why did she leave a note for me telling me that she served the black man even before she took us? And why is Derek known as the black man?" I ask, fury boiling inside me.

"Oh she said that! I guess Derek figured out she was going to suicide, he must've forced her to write it. And Derek is called black man because he finds it cool." He tells me. "So are you in on the offer?" He asks. This time I slam my hand, angrily, on the dusty have rotten table.

He looks at me shocked, "Do you even care what I've been through? Do you? I have been focusing on finding you, worried for you and when I do find you, I come to know that you are now the control center of the very major bandits group! And even worser you expect me to join you!" I scream very loudly.

"An innocent woman was murdered today, tomorrow you would be ready to murder me! And then it wouldn't even matter!" I continue yelling. Then I leave the room. I leave the hut. I leave the barn. I leave the hill.

I get into my car and drive towards the grocery store. I need to buy the groceries. But I don't want to. But I have to. I get into the store and start grabbing the important essentials. Twenty minutes later when I am all done I sit into the car and slam the door angrily.

I am very angry, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how I am supposed to handle it. And what scares me is that I will take it out on the first person I see. I have a lot of unanswered questions. But my search ends here. All his time I thought that Tania was guilty, that she was bad, but the reality is far more bad.

I start the engine and go home. I really hope that Paul isn't there. I might take my anger out in him, or maybe misbehave. Also I missed ,you work. My boss is going to eat me alive and Paul is going to keep questioning. I believe that I am disturbed now.

I can't live a life full of lies anymore. I need space, a lot of space.

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I get out of the shower and slip on some warm clothes. I then dry my hair with the help of a towel and then brush them. I sit on my bed after that and open my computer. I should talk with my boss online.

I hear a car outside. Paul must be home. When I came home he had left a note telling me that he was gone to a hair cutter for a better look.

I open our online version and video call him.

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I feel bad, I feel bad for everyone. I am going to run away. Not like a little girl or something but I'm going to leave this place without telling anyone. I am going to run to where? Simple answer; Amsterdam.

I talked with my boss and told him my situation. He understood and now is sending me to our company's branch in Amsterdam. Yes, in one way he is helping me. For all I know, nobody is going to disturb me over there.

I am going to start a new life over there. I also can go over there with a different identity. But I decided that my name is precious to me. I am going to live in a small apartment. And I go tomorrow.