RULER a.k.a DADDY

chap13

"Then...what about of now?" Am I still scared of him.

"I-I don't know"

I answered caring less about my heart which was beating like crazy.

I am being honest. When I said it. I don't know what I feel about him.

I was freaked out when I found myself naked in a bed with a stranger.

When I realized it was a Ruler. My fear doubled. Being an introvert. It's not easy to speak with someone.

For a person like me. Sleeping with a person like Ruler. Is the most freaking out thing.

But know. With him holding me in his arms like Iam some precious thing ever. I wanted to doubt my feelings for him all these days.

Am I really scared of him? Or Did I mistook some other feeling for fear.

"Baby.."

Ruler's pov..

"Then...what about of now?". Are you still scared of me baby.

"I-I don't know"

I saw him lost in thoughts

"Baby...". He looked up into my eyes coming out his thoughts.

"I love you " the word slipped my mouth like it was a natural thing and I feel like it is

"W-what? "  I saw his eyes went wide in shock. But I don't want to go back on my words. Because those are words Iam carving to say from the very second I met him. I fell hard for him and Iam not sure I can go back from these feeling. The main thing is I don't want to. I love him. I will love him nevertheless.

"You heard it, baby and I really mean it when I said it " I spoke.

His gaze fixed on the ground below.

I know this is fast but this is what I want and what I feel.

"Baby! It's okay if you are not ready to say it back. I just want you to know that I love you. I fell in love with you by the second I saw you. "

He looked back into my eyes. Like he is trying to search my eyes to see if Iam telling the truth. His eyes locked with mine.

"I want you to know that. You are mine and I will be all your only yours" I spoke.

"You are mine...Did you hear me? " I asked in a demanding tone. Like I own him.

He nodded in response.

This is what I want. Want him to be mine.only mine.

"Even though Iam so happy to know your response. I still prefer your words. As you now.Iam sucker for your sweet voice "
I chuckled as he blushed again.

He is so cute. I can't wait to see him begging for my touch lying under me in my bed.

But...I don't want him to run away from me. So, Decided to wait for him to get ready. I need his word for everything I do for him. He is my baby. My love. The person the want to care for for the rest of my life. He will get whatever he wants.  He just needs to ask for it and he will get it no matter what.

"Baby! I am not gonna eat you. even though that's what Iam dreaming about recently "

He gulped his eyes watching me intensely.

"But you should try speaking to me more"
I told him unsurely, why he is not talking to me. Is he still scared? Am I scaring him?

" I-I will try "  he gazed landed on the ground once again.