RULER a.k.a DADDY

chap 23

Keng started driving back to his home with sing in the passenger seat.

Sing did not speak a word after getting out of the bar.

Keng really hoped sing should move on. So, He can hurt less than he is now. But he knows how hard it is to move on from a person you love. He also knows how bad it hurts to get rejected by the person you love. He had been hurting continuously for the past 4 years. How can he not know?

"Sing..." Keng tried to speak to break the silence.

"Huh...what were you saying? " sing replied getting out of his thoughts.

"I did not say anything. What we're you thinking?? " keng asked curiously.

He wished sing might be thinking of Rishi. He seems like a good guy. They looked good together. He even made sing smile.

"I was just lost in the track of some thoughts? " sing spoke sitting properly in his seat.

" Oh " Keng said not wanting to elaborate about it.

"So, Do you wanna come to my home or should I drop you at your apartment," keng asked.

"My apartment. I can't hide from krist forever. I hope he is home already. So, We can have a heart to heart talk."
Sing said.

"What do you wanna talk about
now? "  Keng asked not knowing what is there to talk about anymore.

"Did not I already say...I am gonna apologize and tell him to forget everything I said so we can avoid being awkward with each other. We still have to work together anyway" sing said making keng nod.

They stayed silent for the rest of the drive. After an hour keng dropped sing at his apartment and drove back to his own.

Sing reached his apartment. Now, he is standing in front of his door feeling nervous as ever. He can hear his own heartbeat. Finally, After standing there for a long time he decided to get himself inside the apartment.

He put the key into the keyhole and opened the door with a click. He took a deep breath before walking inside.
But there is no krist as he expected to be. So, He just made his way to his room and took a bath before changing into a T-shirt and shorts.

After wandering around the apartment for a while thinking about the moments he spent with Krist in this apartment all these years.

I still can't believe the way he acted with me have no feelings behind it.

He sighed and mentally scolded himself for keep on thinking about krist. He decided to make some dinner for himself before he sleeps.

By the time he cooked some noodles which is the favorite flavor of krist. He can't avoid krist at all.No matter what. He is all over. In the food, he ate. The TV he decided to watch. The couch he sat. He is everywhere.

He could not help it. He let himself hunk about him and hurt. He walked to the table and placed the noodles bowl and he sat on the chair. He was about to take the first spoon. The door opened with a click.

There he goes... Krist walked inside.

By the second krist spotted sing at the dining table. He turned toward the bedroom door and speed up his walk.

" Krist " sing called but he did not stop.

"Krist please. We need to talk" sing spoke again but krist did not stop walking at all.

"I promise. It's not something that you don't like. I swear " sing tried for the last time and surprisingly krist stopped.

"Just give me 5 min. That's all" Sing asked.