RULER a.k.a DADDY

chap 18

"I do have feelings for you'"

"Its the truth"

"Shut the fuck up" krist shouted throwing the orange juice bottle on the ground making sing eyes go wide.

Krist stood there watching the broke bottle and juice all over the floor. Sing was shocked by krist sudden change in behavior.

"You just accused me of being heartless and a guy who will only have sex without feelings " sing started speaking but krist did not take his eyes from the floor.

"and now you are reacting like this after I confessed my hidden feelings"
Sing tried to cover his sadness but he could not hide it anymore. It's reached its limits.

"No...We are not supposed to have feelings. It's just sex. Only sex" krist looked up meeting sing looks with his eyes filled with rage.

"Only sex..." Sing laughed like it was some sick joke.

"Only sex right... But why it does not feel like only sex. How am I supposed to convince myself it's only sex when you moan my name continuously. Beg me for more. Kiss me as you own me. Hold me tight every night while you were sleeping " sing spoke pointing a finger at krist.

"When I said it's just only sex. That's what I mean. I have no feelings for you. " krist spoke firmly and walked towards the exit of the apartment passing beside sing.

But sing caught his hand. Krist tried to drag his hand out of sing grip but he pushed him onto the couch.

Now krist lying on the couch with sing sitting on the top of him. Catching his hands still against krsit protests.

"Sing...let me go "  krist yelled trying to take his hands out of sing grip.

"Why are you so cruel to me krist? Why? " sing asked with a mix of anger and sadness.

"I am like this. What are you gonna do with that?  Let go sing. Don't test my patience" krist yelled.

"Patience. " another laugh left sing lips.

"You have no idea what patience is krist. Do you have any idea how much I love you?  " sing shouted back.

Krist eyes went wide at the word love. But sing is so frustrated to notice it.

"I am telling you one last time. Let.me.go "  krist shouted.

"Seriously kris. You don't feel anything to me. Not even a little. All these times we kissed. All these times we hugged"
sing asked in a little voice. Any person other than krist should have started crying by seeing sing in that broken state. But krist  He is cruel. Hot-tempered. Heartless. He does not even feel sorry for hurting sing.

"Sing. Stop it. I don't have any feelings for you. We fucked because we are just horny " krist said calmly this time.

"Krist..please, why are you lying? Why are lying to yourself? " sing begged to try to hold his tears which are treating to fall.

"I am lying to anyone. We made a deal not to have feelings but what's this now "  krist said like it's a disgusting thing to have feelings.

"Because I just want to have something than nothing. " sing tried his reason.

"This is bullshit. Just let me go. " once again hot-tempered krist showed up.

"You have feelings for me krist. I am not blind. I can see it. Why don't you accept it " sing spoke did not bother about his hot-tempered behavior.

"I.have.no.feelings " krist spoke looking straight into sing eyes trying to scare him but he doesn't know sing is used to his behavior already. But stilll ,hearing those words directly from kris hurting sing a lot.