Anybody's Dream!!

Chapter 3

I knew it was too good to be true

Here we were again, at the beach getting married.

He looks so perfect and I am just waiting for it to end horribly like it always does.

"If there is anyone here that wishes these two to not be married, do speak now or forever hold your peace."

I watch his face closely, heart beating the fastest its ever beat before. I see his face slowly turn to disgust and his hand raises but time stops and its only me that can move.

I look around me at everyone at the wedding, most of them looked happy, some looked jealous and others just looked bored. I looked back at my husband to be and his face had completely disappeared and I jumped out my skin, his hand was now on my wrist squeezing increasingly painful and I couldn't get out of it.

His face was now an angry one and I couldn't look away from it, I was so terrified that I couldn't move, I was a statue.

A noise came out of him but I couldn't hear it, all I could hear was a piercing sound that kept getting louder and louder. No matter how hard I tried to get away from the noise, away from his tightening grip, I just couldn't get away and the noise was getting so painful that my ears had started bleeding.

The pain was so unbearable that I started screaming for help but everyone around me had turned into monsters that were trying to kill me. All of their faces were distorted and on fire and they were stalking closer to me with knifes with Harry's name on it and dripping with blood.

I knew by now this was a nightmare, one that I couldn't wake up from. I tried and tried to wake myself up but I couldn't, until I heard my name being called and I followed it trying to crawl out of this nightmare that I was trapped in. My breathe was weakening by the second and I was panicking, I needed to get out and this person wasn't successful in waking me up. I was loosing hope.

"CATTLEYA!!!" I finally wake up with water being splashed on my face and I am so thankful.

I was hyperventilating and I was reaching out for my brother that I knew was Nathan because one his bedroom is next to mine and two he is always checking up on me. I feel him wrap his arms wrap around me and I wrap mine around him tightly and continue crying into his warm body and he rocks me until I fully calm down.

"You need to start talking about it and I don't care if you don't want to anymore, tell me now." As I'd guessed it was Nathan speaking firmly to me right now.

"I don't want you to judge me." I admit embarrassingly.

"I will never judge you bubba." He speaks encouragingly.

I decide to tell him everything and he watches me closely the whole time, not once judging me and I was so relieved to be able to let it all out and not be judged for once. He reassured me that everything will be ok and that he'll make a cup of hot chocolate with a shot of Baileys.

"Do you wanna stay in my room for the rest of the night? Its only three in the morning. We can bring Benji." Referring to my giant teddy bear, yes I named it so what?

I gladly accept and take my giant teddy to his room whilst he goes down to make me a hot chocolate and I hug onto my teddy and lay on Nathan's quilt, so I don't fully get into the bed yet. I try not to think of my nightmare and just hug onto Benji tightly and flick the tv on and find an Adam Sandler movie to watch. Adam Sandler is my favourite actor and he always cheers me up when I'm down or when I've just watched a horror movie.

I decide on Jack and Jill as Nathan comes back with my drink and another for him.

"Yes Jack and Jill, I love this movie." My brother cheers, setting our cups down to get into bed. I get up also and get under the covers and Nathan decides to mother me and tuck me in, making sure that I am warm and I chuckle a little.