Through All Ages 2

39th

Ten Messages?! No! He sent one. One. Asking how I was and that he wanted to talk about my travels and what happend between now and when I was a teen and together with him. It was just one. I stopped eating and checked my phone. There was only the one message from Jason. Without saying a word I showed him my phone, he understand and took it to look at it. He made a confused face expression.

"But..." Jason began. "I sent you 10 messages. I'm sure. How...?“, he continued. I just strugged my shoulders and kept eating my tasty pancakes. They really were very good. I watched Jason staring at my phone and that one message he sent till he gave me my phone back. He apologized and sipped on his coffee. I looked at him waiting till he started talking again.

"You know... I... Em... I looked for you since you moved away and started traveling... And now that I found you... I can't stop thinking about you...", Jason explained and looked me into the eyes. I chewed but stayed neutral. I knew that. He still loved me. I know I was with Martin but I wasn't that sure anymore if I will get him back, if he really cheated on me and what happend overall. Slowly I answered after swallowing a piece of cake:"Jason... I really liked you back then, when we were together and I was really happy. Till my aunt forbid me to meet you and... you know... I am with Martin now and I will do everything to find him again."

Jason didn't looked surprised but I could see that he really hoped I would still love him too and in his eyes was a spark of sadness. I really hoped I would find Martin again and we would get back together and he really didn't cheated on me with anyone and everything would turn back to normal like he never even disappeared in the first place. That Ric just told lies about Martin having a new girlfriend called Myra. I was holding on to that. It probably wouldn't happen though, a feeling in my gut told me.