Alpha and Omega (Book 2): Emerald Secret Ein x Reader

Chapter 21: Bad Memories

-Ein's POV-

I see y/n leave the bedroom and shut the door behind her walking downstairs to order the pizza.

So I get up but lean against the wall because of my sides still in pain "agh...fuck this hurts like hell and like worse than before" I say to myself but I push through it and start to change so I could take a shower I took off my hoodie first noticing the neatly wrapped old blood soaked bandages that were still tightly wrapped around my chest which reminded me of what happened that day making my eyes go emerald green in rage

I got so mad that I punched the wall saying to myself "WHY DIDN'T HE JUST KILL ME IN THE FOREST I KNOW I'LL JUST CAUSE TROUBLE AGAIN...GAH" and I punched the wall again only way harder

As I was raging I remembered what y/n said about watching my rage and stress levels and not doing anything to major or pushing myself while I was still healing because my wounds could reopen

That's when I feel an all of a sudden minor pain from my chest through the major pain in my sides which makes me look down which I see that the old blood on the bandages now had some fresh blood on them making me say to myself *sighs* "Right that's a thing" so I try calming down as of not to reopen my wounds entirely making me bleed out again.

I eventually calm down and my eyes resort back to my natural grayish-silver eye color. I then take off the old bloody bandages damn it felt good to take them off they were really starting to brother me and taking them off made me feel free I then finish changing so I could get in the shower

30 minutes to an hour go by and I get out and dry off even though my hair was still dripping wet and it would stay like that for a while since I knew my hair would take hours to dry with how thick it was.

As I was drying off I looked In the mirror which made me feel kind of sad because for starts I didn't see my ears which made me extremely pissed but I tried to stay calm so I wouldn't reopen my cuts "I Fucking HATE being a human I don't feel like myself anymore I feel so Fucking Weak and it takes so much longer to fucking heal" I thought to myself.

The other thing was that even though it wasn't very noticeable I noticed it but some of my faded blue dye came out a little more I could tell because it looked the slightest bit more faded.

I knew that soon my dyed blue streak will fade out entirely leaving my hair raven with a grayish-raven streak from me bleaching my hair since you can't exactly wash out bleached hair

Do I ever plan on redying it some may ask and that is a yes but when I have the time and the right hair dye

I then finish drying off leaving my hair still soaked and change. I then hear y/n walk up the stairs and knock on the door asking if she could come in I wasn't fully dressed but I at least had my pants on

y/n: "Baby are you decent can I come in"

Ein: "Uhh...mostly yeah"

y/n: "Ok" "but are you decent enough for me to come in"

Ein: "Yeah"

y/n: "Alright" *opens the door and walks in* "I just came up to tell you the pizza's here"

Ein: "Alright"

I then see that y/n was looking at my chest at first I thought it was just because she liked how strong it was but then I noticed she started to tear up making me think other wise putting me in protective boyfriend mode and I walk up to her and gently push up her chin so she's looking me directly in the eyes

Ein: "What's wrong Darling~"

y/n: *tears up more tracing his badly scarred chest and bruised sides from broken ribs, the deep scars looked like tares in his ivory skin from the skin that was basically ripped off from the wolves claws* "N-Nothing"